CCXCI What, many times I musing ask'd, is Man,
Keep far from him? he knows not what he can,
What cannot bear.
He, till the fire hath proved him, doth remain
The main part dross:
To lack the loving discipline of pain
Were endless loss.
Yet when my LORD did ask me on what side
I were content
The grief, whereby I must be purified,
To Me were sent,
As each imagined anguish did appear,
Each withering bliss,
Before my soul, I cried, 'Oh! spare me here;
Oh no, not this!' --
Like one that having need of, deep within,
The surgeon's knife,
Would hardly bear that it should graze the skin,
Though for his life: --
Till He at last, Who best doth understand
Both what we need,
And what can bear, did take my case in hand,
Nor crying heed.
