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Please pray for me. please.

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Soondak

I am in a lot of pain from a sickness.
I am in the same pain Job was in.
I am Schizophrenic.
and before any man wage their tongue like a dog at me.
Remember that little children came up to the Son of God with problem of Demons.

And read this.

1Now there were some present at that time who told Jesus about the Galileans whose blood Pilate had mixed with their sacrifices. 2Jesus answered, "Do you think that these Galileans were worse sinners than all the other Galileans because they suffered this way? 3I tell you, no! But unless you repent, you too will all perish.

Many people have turned me away with out ever praying for me.
But when I tell them I have a head ache they are happy to help.

Before I was over taken with demons I had many spiritual gifts but I am like Paul.

1 Corinthians 12:7 To keep me from becoming conceited because of these surpassingly great revelations, there was given me a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me.

I am sick with a physical disease today too.
and I was begging the Holy one blessed be his name forever for my release.
I wanted to go home (Heaven) and even the love I have for my Husband didn't make me want to stay.
But then I thought on the promises that God Jesus and the Holy Spirit have given me and I just fought on.
despite the torture,
I fought on.
I could live till I am 120 and despite these Demons I would still fight on.
When God tells me to go it is time.

I love you.
May everyone who prays be blessed.

S
Soondak

Please post if you Pray.


D
DelightedInU

Hi! and welcome!

No one will speak ill of you here (at least I hope not). Our goal is to love one another so that our love might be seen and God is glorified.

Are you certain that you are demon possessed or certain that you are Schizo?

The Bible indicates that if you are filled with the Holy Spirit you cannot be demon possessed.

So my conclusion would be that either you are not saved (filled with God's spirit) or that your condition is a medical one, not demon possession.

B
BrokenOne

I am praying for you.

Danielle

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sermonindex


Praying for you.

S
Soondak

Where dose it say in the Bible that you can't be filled with the Holy Spirit and possessed?
Where.
If you can't find it don't tell me that.

and even if you feel that way please pray.

D
DelightedInU


Soondak wrote:
Where dose it say in the Bible that you can't be filled with the Holy Spirit and possessed?
Where.
If you can't find it don't tell me that.

and even if you feel that way please pray.

Hi! I honestly don't know where it is, that's why I didn't quote it. I just know that from being a Christian for a length of time and in all my studying and learning and listening that's what I know to be true. I know there are plenty of people on this site who do have references and I'm sure they will post them for you.

Oh, and yes, I am praying. :)

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Soondak

So your basically just saying it because it makes sense ... right?
Your speaking for the Holy Spirit and putting me in a great deal of pain as you do it.
What about Paul?
What about his thorn in his flesh a messenger of Satan sent to torment him?
Please think before you cause me such pain.

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TaylorOtwell

Soondak,

Which local church do you attend?

Prayed for you.

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DelightedInU


Soondak wrote:
So your basically just saying it because it makes sense ... right?
Your speaking for the Holy Spirit and putting me in a great deal of pain as you do it.
What about Paul?
What about his thorn in his flesh a messenger of Satan sent to torment him?
Please think before you cause me such pain.

I'm sorry if you are in pain.

I am not saying so because it makes sense, I'm saying so because it's scriptural.

Pauls messenger from Satan, was a demon that tortured and oppressed him indeed, but the demon did not live inside of Paul. There is a difference between demon possession (demons in you) and demon oppressions (demons outside torturing you).

If you are filled with God's Spirit you can not be possessed, but you can be oppressed.

All I know is that light cannot dwell with darkness and that a house divided against itself will not stand.

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Soondak

Thank you so much,
I am praying for you too.
I go to a Bible studying Church instead of a "it makes sense church"

Called Christ community Church I wasn't able to go for the last two weeks and I am starving for Christian fellowship.

T
TaylorOtwell

What do your local church elders say about your situation?

S
Soondak

They say it is a chemical imbalance and one of the elders daughters has it.

S
Soondak

Did this post get banned I don't see it.
And why would it be banned?
Edit: no it just got relocated.

R
rbanks

I would suggest that you seek godly counsel. I would encourage you to have a spirit filled believer experienced with this situation and have them pray for you.

The blood of Jesus is also for our protection against Satan, and we can plead the blood of Jesus.

Writing on screen makes it hard to discern your present situation but i pray for you.

S
Soondak

Thank you thank you I love you.

S
sermonindex

Here's a verse to hold onto:

Isaiah 26:3
Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee: because he trusteth in thee.

Praying.

S
Soondak

Yes You would be amazed the progress that I have gone through just in a few months!
It's all to God's glory as a schizophrenic I just shouldn't be this well.
but God calls what is not as though it is!
My health is all to His glory.

Other schizophrenics I know that have got through this have also done so with prayer.

But this evil disease cycles and I need help right now.
Pills won't do it!
Consulting won't do!

Prayer will DO it!

I am begging you like one on her death bed.. pray.

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TaylorOtwell

Could you please give some brief details regarding what occurs when you are effected by your condition?

S
Soondak

Voices tell me they are god and sourond me till I cannot hear God.

But as Romans 8:35 says Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? 36As it is written:
"For your sake we face death all day long;
we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered."[l] 37No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. 38For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons,[m] neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, 39neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

I bank on this.

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TaylorOtwell

You mention that they drown out the voice of God. I would encourage you to understand that we "hear" God when we read His Word. The Scriptures are the means God has provided to know His will. If you can read the Scripture, you are hearing from God. "Hearing from God" is not a mystical, subjective experience. Study the Scripture and meditate upon its promises of salvation for those who trust in Christ's finished atonement.

S
Soondak

THANK YOU SO MUCH!

J
JoanM

I have prayed for you and will pray. The verses from Romans 8 are good to bank on. I bank on them. We all do and thank God for giving them to us.

Like you, I also know several people (many actually) diagnosed with various major mental illnesses that have gotten "through them" as you put it. With every one, their own prayer [u][b]with prayer support[/u][/b], the Word of God, and maybe what you are calling consulting were needed. I am not talking about going to some therapist. I hope you are not looking for a magic bullet, even though we would all love those. One of the persons who got free, sought deliverance help for years which he said was helpful but only for short periods of time. The pills that you say “won’t do it” can keep the racket down so you can think without so much distraction. Don't worry, pills cannot drug Christ in you.

Think on these true things and get very, very clear:

1 Cor. 6:17 [i]But he that is joined unto the Lord is one spirit[/i]. The Lord is not possessed, so you are not, cannot be, if you are one in the spirit with him. That is why someone asked you on this thread about being born-again/filled with the Holy Spirit.

1 John 5:18 [i]We know that whosoever is born of God sinneth not; but he that is begotten of God keepeth himself, [u][b]and that wicked one toucheth him not[/u][/b][/i].

Under conditions far worse that what you are in Rev. 12: 11 tells us: [i]And they overcame him [u][b]by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony[/u][/b][/i]; and they loved not their lives unto the death. It could be helpful for you to write out and think on your testimony. Remember it. Maybe even post it here.

The fellowship you are starving for is important, and you can see there is fellowship here. Do you fellowship with the daughter of the elder you spoke of? Is she born again? I thank God that you can discern that the voices who claim to be God, LIE.

I am praying about how I/we might be of help to you, given the difficulties of this type of communication. Prayer is awesome. Dealing with confusion and the lies of the father of lies, as they assault, is eased with conversation up close. Am I making sense to you? How did God lead you to this site? (Thank you Father.)

Have you heard the Corrie Tin Boom tapes on this site? She shares about dealing with demons/manifestations and difficult situations. Here is a link. They are all wonderful. https://www.sermonindex.net/modules/mydownloads/viewcat.php?cid=14

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Soondak

Thank you.
and thank you for believing in my testimony.
It good to come to understanding hands.
I have listened to many of Corrie Ten Boom's work.
She is truly amazing like a renaissance painter but with God.
You asked how I came here. I was on Paul David washer's site and it led me here.
Before this I was on Sermon Audio soaking up every bit of knowledge I could get.

I want to go to seminary someday please pray for that to.
Ah GOd Bless.

J
JoanM

Sounds like you came a good way. :-)

There is something of a seminary right here. Great preparation, the Holy Spirit leading and you can review this thread for encouragement and to pick up details as they stand out to you.

Keep us posted and yourself in the Love of God.

S
Soondak

yes Mame! :-)

S
sermonindex

...although this sounds redundant... "The devil is a liar." At times there is truth in redundancy.

Praying.

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