Today i preached in my church

I asked my pastor who dieds wife if i could read a passage from scripture to the church today and she said yes. I read matthew ch. 7 verse 13-27 and i read it tto the congregation and then interpreted some of it and i exhorted the church to examine theirselves. I was so blessed to speak, if you could pray for me that if it is Gods will that they let me preach again to speak the word of god and in truth and humbleness only if it be his will. I felt called to preach many years ago but never did so. I felt the burden to tell people that not everyone who professes is and i did it, but brothers i am so unworthy but if he be willing i am so willing.

thank you

It was also really strange before i started reading my mouth became very dry even after i drank 2 cups of water, i was sick but my mouth seemed to dry up and by the time i finished the scripture reading it became really dry and i asked for some water. They had to go to the basement to get the water so i said no that was ok, and i then began to try to speak and it became really hard, i don't know if this was God not wanting me to preach or attack from satan, but i continued to speak and then out of nowhere became very strong, i think it was from God but i don't know. I feel like their is something strange in my life always happening.

I am doing better because his spirit has been making things easier and clearer somehow and some way, i just want to do anything he wants, pray for my full surrender and that i can be a witness whatever way he wants.