[i]Jer 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
Ro 8:28 And we know that [b]in all things[/b] God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.[/i]
Dear HeartSong,
No one will criticize you for your decision to avoid vaccinations or medical services, if that is what God has placed in your heart, as a test of faith that He will care for you and heal you of all infirmity. If that is His way with you, then praise God for it!
In the same way, I don't think it is fair for you to be so rabidly critical of those who believe that God can and will use vaccinations and other medical services to provide for their health needs. Our God is sovereign over all the earth, and He can use all things to serve His purpose if He so desires (Ro 8:28).
Let me tell you of my experience how God provided for my health:
Back in early 2006, my family and I were facing a grave financial crisis. We had just lost our small business, we were up to our eyeballs in debt, and the home we lived in was in the process of foreclosure. Praying for a way to provide for my family, God led me to take the state tests to qualify as a secondary school math teacher in California, and to start a new career as a high school teacher.
A few months before foreclosure would force us out of our home, a close friend offered to allow us to occupy a new property they had bought in the Central Valley, free of rent until such time that I found work and could afford to pay rental on the house. Having no other option at that time, my family and I gratefully accepted the offer, and we moved 200 miles away to a city where we were strangers, to start over.
Very quickly, I completed all test requirements to teach high school math, found a teaching job in a nearby school district, joined the teacher's union, and started my new career as a teacher in June 2006. up to that time, I had never been seriously sick and had never been hospitalized.
Six months later, during the Christmas holidays, I suffered severe recurring diarrhea and vomiting. By early January 2007, I went to the hospital ER because of an obstruction. Three weeks later, after a series of tests and after I had lost 30 pounds, I was told that I was suffering from Stage 2 colon cancer.
Throughout this series of misfortunes, God was working miraculously to provide for my needs. On hindsight, I was amazed at how wonderfully God worked things out for my good. Just 8 months before, I had no job, no income and no health insurance. When I was found with cancer, I had a good job with excellent health insurance, and I was actually living only 15 minutes away from a major cancer treatment center that served the Central Valley. In fact, my cancer was found exactly on the month when my full heath insurance coverage kicked in. If it had been found just one month earlier, my illness would not have been covered because of the mandatory 6-month waiting period from the start of the insurance policy for coverage of dreaded diseases. There was no doubt in my mind that, at just the right time, God provided my health insurance and the medical services available where I lived for my care and healing.
I underwent surgery for resection (removal of the tumor) and colostomy. Within 6 more months, my cancer metastasized and progressed to Stage 4 carcinomatosis, with tumors too many to count all over my abdominal wall. I was given the most up-to-date cancer treatment available in the form of 20 months of chemotherapy (FOLFOX6 and FOLFIRI) with Avastin. I could tell from my doctor's demeanor, that things did not look good for me at all. They had said that carcinomatosis responded poorly to chemotherapy, but I continued to have faith that God could solve that problem for me.
In all that time, I was working full time to provide for my family. God gave me the strength and fortitude to work despite the nausea, fatigue, diarrhea, neuropathy, compromised immune system, fluid retention, etc. I lost my job as a public HS teacher because of budget cuts, but I quickly found another teaching job in a Christian high school even closer to home. I managed to keep my health insurance for an additional 18 months through the COBRA program. Through all these, I never felt neglected by God. In fact I rejoiced in the way that things consistently fell into place for me, and I counted on the Lord for the strength to continue working and to recover from my cancer.
Last June, six months before my health insurance would end, I asked my doctors to arrange for surgery to reverse my colostomy and restore my digestive functions. I had to do this since I could no longer afford it after my insurance expired. Regular CT/PET scans and blood tests seemed to indicate that my chemotherapy treatments were able to control the malignancies that had spread into my abdominal cavity, but the real test would be when the surgeon opened me up to look and see. The colostomy reversal surgery was performed last July and my surgeon (the same doctor who saw that my cancer had spread all over my abdominal cavity) was surprised to find no sign whatsoever of cancer.
I have now recovered fully from my surgery and I'm slowly regaining my strength. My digestive functions are all back to normal, and so far, I am classified as "no evidence of disease" (NED).
It is not easy to come back to NED status after suffering from Stage 4 colon cancer. I will never stop praising God for healing me of this dreaded disease, and I know that he used many things: my friends, my family, my job as a teacher, my health insurance, and the medical services available in my new hometown to arrange for my healing.
[u]ADDENDUM: To show you all how wonderfully God provided for my health needs, let me summarize for you[/u]:
1. God arranged for me to get excellent health insurance coverage exactly 7 months before I was found with colon cancer. This timing allowed the 6-month waiting period for coverage of dreaded diseases to pass before my cancer was discovered.
2. In the 3.5 years that I had this excellent health coverage, I underwent 4 major surgeries and two cycles of chemotherapy covering 14 months with bi-weekly infusions averaging a discounted cost of $23,000 per infusion, and 6 months of Avastin infusions only. All in all, I estimate the total cost of my medical treatment for colon cancer to be slightly in excess of $1 million.
3. This health insurance that God provided for me ended this month, roughly 90 days after my last major surgery, covering all post-operative recovery and other minor medical issues.
4. After all these cutting-edge cancer treatments, which I could never have afforded without God's help, I recovered from Stage 4 metastatic colon cancer and am now with "no evidence of disease".
My family and I praise God everyday for the wonderful way He provided for my health care.