I was very interested in reading what you might have to share, but perhaps that was not what God wanted for me . . .
Hi Elizabeth,
Actually I was just praying and the Lord did put it upon my heart to say some things, even though I wasn't finished praying, and lo and behold, here is your post at the top of the list :-)
Much of our illnesses are the result of sin. Whether or not yours is, only the Lord knows. Bitterness can wreck havoc with a body, as can jealousy and all of the other things the Lord says that we are not to have. These maladies (bitterness, jealousy, etc.) can only be done away with by the confessing and repenting of them.
We can also sin by not being obedient with what the Lord is telling us to do - this will come forth as guilt. A person's aversion to being told that they might be sinning is a sign that this is the case. Also when we are disobedient we do things that the Lord would not have is to do. While the thing in itself might not be sin, the fact that we are not obedient is a sin. This disobedience usually leads to us doing something that is harmful to our bodies. The Lord is telling us not to do it so that we remain safe, but we do not see the sense in it - which we justify by calling it common sense - and we do it anyway.
When the Lord first started showing me this, He used a candy dish. I was not to eat any of the candy. Well, this did not make sense. I am an adult, I should be able to eat whatever I want, whenever I want. It was a terrible struggle. I ended up not eating any of the candy, but I can not tell you how many times I had my hand upon the candy dish.
These things still rise up in me whenever the Lord says "no" to something that I want. But coming to the full realization that He is just watching out for me is half the battle.
Sometimes these things are simply as test of the enemy.
"For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places." - Ephesians 6:12
When Satan tempts us, and we choose whatever it is that he is tempting us with, we take ourselves out from under the protection of the Lord in that thing by rebelling against what the Lord has said. We, in effect, have just become like Satan by rebelling, which means we have put our self in agreement with Satan, which means he now has permission to harm us in that area.
Many times the Lord has me do, or not do, something which I never know the reason for. Sometimes He shows me the reason after the fact - which I find to be a great blessing. It gives me great delight to know that He is always watching out for me - if I will but only trust and obey - if I will but only have faith in HIM - HE will keep me safe. Jesus saves.