II Tim. 1:7,ESV
It's quaint how these 'scholars' have a definition for everything saying this is this and that is that; and then are so bold so as to put the number of times these things occur. Perhaps these are the limitations they chose to assign to God's work? Let them, and those who believe in them, be as they are.
This whole 'dark night of the soul' concept?
i have gone through it 7 times now, and it's when His voice seems not heard from inside, or even lessened, that i in a way dread what just might be around the corner. Yet, hope rests in His refreshing so i press and push and strive in seeking God out. He answers, not with just words, but in presence. It is at this point that this becomes most fearful to me. Seeing Him more clearly, my flesh trembles until weakness takes over. It is at these times that it's recognized most clearly that all of man's ideas, mine included, about how God does and doesn't do things, especially concepts i have been believing to be true, fall to the floor, shattered in so many bits and pieces... not to mention the purging from things i did not even recognize to be sin. (Out with the old and in with the new.)
He revives me again, and then i think, well, now i'm entirely sanctified. Yet, every time this has occured he has proved this is just not so at all.
The infilling (baptism in the Holy Spirit) has not been a one time thing either. There several noted points of 'charging' with power, yet this is not what is meant. This is about (at least from this perspective) infilling, like the first time i was baptised in the Spirit, yet each successive time, it is much more powerful than the former time. In each instance, afterwards, manifestation of His Spirit's presence and power with gifts accompanying, is more evident than was formerly known. This walk into greater and greater vibrancy, closeness, and manifest presence towards ministry has now happened 4 times on my behalf.
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Oh, and the issue of '(my)self' discussed, i really do not think it is a matter of how one defines it so much as it being a matter of whether one is given over to God's purpose in recognition that i am not my own. i am bought with a price that nothing in this world can even come close in comparative value, especially myself. To think that we are apart from God, free to chose according to our predialections means that we have not surrendered to His right to rule as our Lord.
There are many things others can do that i cannot, as for me it would be sin.
In growth, the way grows narrower, yet with it, the freedom experienced grows broader. What is limitation for others often for me personally, and those with whom i am told to relate with, is paltry.
The the scriptures relate that the Spirit of God is the Spirit of power, love and self-control. The Holy Spirit works in all three ways. The Spirit of God doesn't work only in power or only in love or only in self-control, but in all three ways, as recorded in I Corinthians 12,13, and 14. We can't disgard any of these chapters. Through these things we grow into experiencing the sinlessness of Jesus the Messiah, yet without this carpenter dying on a wooden gibbet, none of this work through His spirit would ever be possible.
It is not that Jesus could not have sinned, because taking on the form of a man, this is an option. Take this comment in relation to what has just been testified.
Jesus as a man, had the Holy Spirit without measure.
He did not supress the sin nature. He turned His back on it so that He could remain in unhindered relationship He already knew with our Father.
Failure to sin, by always choosing to do the will of our Father, opens greater manifestion of God's purpose and presence, by His Spirit working out through us love and power in self-control.
It's thought that many ask the wrong questions, and strong delusions are often the dead end result.
The issue is not whether something is this that or the other. A person who abides in Jesus finds too many answers before any need for personal conclusions. There are so many things i once thought were true about The Faith, all said by well meaning folk, usually 'in the know' STS, that just don't measure up in being a comprehensive answer, unless we choose to believe in these things more than our relationship with God.
Whatever type of psychocosm we contrive regarding God and His word does not merely miss, but always falls short of the mark. Any mental map of God and what He says can never come close to how above and beyond our human reasonings He is. It's nice to think we have all our ducks in a row, yet the nature and purpose of He who always is exceeds the complexity of the way we think He might be.
It is grevious to hear others talk about God so much, yet when testimony time comes, they have nothing to say. It hurts to hear others say this means this and that means that yet they have not verified it as an 'unashamed workman' in the daily grind. It tears me up inside to know anybody claims they believe, yet in dealing with other people they are heartless, cruel and sometimes even viscious. Do these really know the God i know?
These serve a God in their heads, or something based on the past records, and not He who is I AM, present to meet EVERY need here and now.
God is as he has always has been and will be the same tomorrow. The question is whether we will come up with all kinds of various conjectures, or if in relationship with Him, walk in what he has proven Himself faithful and True to do.
As for interpretation of scripture, it need not be a task of hourly studies. Go and do what God says to you through it. Just don't let your head get in the way of His heart.
i love all of you,
and pray all experience
the simplicity
that is
in Christ Jesus,
gregg
Acts 20:32