An excerpt from my prayer journal: Dear Jesus, I want nothing but You. I long for my heavenly home. This earthly life is monotonous, tedious, and discouraging. There is nothing here that my heart desires. My only desire is to be in Your presence praising Your Holy Name. O God, I will stand before You someday and my life will be reviewed in all its inglorious detail. I thank You that I will be clothed in the righteousness of Christ. I probably will not qualify for any reward as my works are chaff, stubble, unrighteous and they will be burned, I'm sure. I don't need a reward, I just want You. That is all the reward I desire, just Jesus. Oh, how I long for that day, the marriage supper of the Lamb, my wedding day when I will be united with my heavenly Husband forever. I wish it was today. I am sick of this sin-sick world, my selfish heart, my corrupted flesh, my mortal body, my failure, and my separation from You. I worship You now but it's not enough. I want to fall down in Your presence in my heavenly home. O my God, this earth is not my home. I'm just passing through on a heavenly mission that I fail at daily. I'm tired of being a failure. I just want to go home. I am so homesick. When can I come home, Jesus? How much longer?
Just wondering if any of you feel the same way I do?