Grief of the Preacher Man
E.A. Johnston reflects on the deep sorrow and longing experienced by a preacher, illustrating how grief can cloud hope yet also inspire faith in God's presence.
In 'Grief of the Preacher Man,' E.A. Johnston poignantly explores the deep sorrow and emotional struggles faced by those who serve God amidst personal loss. Through reflective and poetic language, Johnston invites listeners to acknowledge their pain while holding onto faith and hope. This devotional sermon offers comfort and encouragement to anyone wrestling with grief, reminding them of God's sustaining presence.
Full Transcript
Gazing at the river all alone, I can still remember my sweet home. The dark hungry evenings in the cold, the soft warm love I came to know. Sunbeams danced around you there, and crazy laughter filled the air.
The childlike games we used to play, and still we grew older every day. I dreamed that we were in love again, and we were traveling in a foreign land. It's funny how time goes on and on, while my life is slowly gone.
I try to catch the sun, but the clouds are in the way. If you were here with me, we would catch the sun today. I try to catch the sun, but the clouds are in the way.
If you were here with me, we would catch the sun today. Gazing at the river all alone, it's hard to live without a home. Tired, I sit here, trying to remember my younger years.
The river is silent as I think about your life you shared with me. The best of my years I gave to you, now my tired body's bent and bruised. Sometimes my dreams seem so real, but it's nothing more than a guilt I feel.
The thoughts of you that remain with me, live on and on in my dreams. I try to catch the sun, but the clouds are in the way. If you were here with me, we would catch the sun today.
I try to catch the sun, but the clouds are in the way. If you were here with me, we would catch the sun today.
Sermon Outline
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I. The Reality of Grief
- Personal reflection on loss and loneliness
- The emotional weight carried by the preacher
- Grief as a universal human experience
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II. The Struggle to Find Hope
- Clouds blocking the sun as a metaphor for despair
- Longing for restoration and comfort
- The tension between memory and present pain
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III. Faith Amidst Sorrow
- Trusting God's presence despite hardship
- Holding onto dreams and hope for better days
- Encouragement to persevere in faith
Key Quotes
“I try to catch the sun, but the clouds are in the way.” — E.A. Johnston
“The best of my years I gave to you, now my tired body's bent and bruised.” — E.A. Johnston
“Sometimes my dreams seem so real, but it's nothing more than a guilt I feel.” — E.A. Johnston
Application Points
- Acknowledge your grief honestly while seeking God's comfort.
- Hold onto hope even when circumstances feel clouded and difficult.
- Persevere in faith, trusting that God is present in your pain.