November 29

Leaning on Jesus' bosom.—John 13:23.

JOHN was the youngest of Christ's disciples, and seems to have been distinguished over all the rest, for the amiableness and affection of his temper and disposition. He was evidently a favorite of Christ, and was designated the beloved disciple; he was one of the three, who was with Christ on the mount of transfiguration—when the daughter of Jairus was raised—also during the agony in the garden. If he did forsake Christ during the panic with which they were seized at his apprehension, he was the first to rally again; for it is recorded of him that he stood near the cross of Jesus, and received from him the charge of his weeping and afflicted mother. But previous to this, when Jesus was eating the passover with his disciples, John sat next by Lord, and was allowed the honor and happiness of leaning on his bosom. This was a situation indicating mutual affection. And doubtless John did love Jesus with all his heart, and we are quite certain John had a high place in the estimation of Christ. And is not this Christianity? to be beloved of Christ, to realize our interest in his regards, and to love him supremely in return! It also indicated confidential complacency and delight. Leaning, seems to be expressive of confidence; and to lean on the bosom of a friend, seems to represent that confidence to be of the most delightful character. And doubtless, John did repose his soul's entire confidence in Jesus. And what is Christianity, but to trust implicitly in the Son of God? -- to roll all our soul's care upon him, as an unchanging friend, and everlasting Redeemer. John's situation seemed to indicate fellowship and sympathy. Ah! who can tell what was agitating that bosom on which John leaned. At this very time, it was heaving with bitter emotion, on account of the treachery of Judas; it was drinking, by anticipation, of that dread cup, which was about to be placed to his sacred lips. And true religion includes fellowship and sympathy with Jesus. We must realise a kindredness of soul, for he that is joined to the Lord, is one spirit. It is necessary that we know the "fellowship of his sufferings," and John himself said, "truly our fellowship is with the Father, and his Son Jesus Christ."