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Can you hear the 38
year-old woman from Connecticut said, "My whole life was a
failure. I was struggling with a chemical imbalance all my life, and
during
that time I blamed God, became bitter of everything, especially with
life and
how it was filled with filth. I have spent 18 years of my life in an
institution looking for an answer. I've tried alcohol, prescription
drugs,
illegal drugs, hospitals, people, counseling, AA, church, and nothing
would
help. My life had become a garbage can. . . and I saw no way to make
it
different. My last attempt to help was electric-shock treatments. . .
in fact,
94 of them. They left me a vegetable. I no longer could talk, spell,
write,
even recognize people. I became dead flesh. It was a long, long,
battle back.
I then persisted to find God any way I could. I started to study the
Bible. .
. and very slowly I began to see all my life. . . all my answers
awaiting me
right on the night stand . . . the coffee table: wherever my Bible
was lying.
Any question, any answer I looked for. . . it was right in front of my
face.
Suddenly, I did not have to look any further. A feeling came into my
heart. .
. I was no longer depressed, lonely, or bitter. Bad thoughts left
me. Bad
actions left me. In time of trouble, I gained acceptance by turning my
will
over to
God.-------------------------------------------------------Here is a
68 year-old man who at 60 suffered a stroke that completely paralyzed
his left
side. Fortunately, it didn't affect his speech. He loves to talk.
Seventeen
days afterward, after lots of prayer and determination he says, "I
took my
first step. The 19th day I went home, using a cane, of course. And
the next
morning I fixed my own breakfast. It wasn't easy, but it brought me
closer to
God and fully made me realize that oh! so many things that God can
do."
Listen to him. He says, "My affliction has been good for me. It has
opened
my eyes to all the beauty that God has created. It has taught me not
to
complain, because I see others who are in worse shape than I."
