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Testimony in Christian preaching refers to the personal witness of faith and transformation through Christ, often serving as a powerful tool for evangelism and encouragement (Revelation 12:11). Illustrations frequently use vivid life stories, overcoming adversity, and public declarations to depict how individuals share their experiences of salvation and God's work in their lives (Psalm 66:16).

The Best Security System

Testimony by Sam Watkins at Gideon banquet on April 1, 1993.

Sam Watkins is a native Liberian, and was an electrical engineer with responsibilities in the national communication grid of Liberia. In 1989 (?) a coup toppled the government following a civil war and the military took over. Sam began noticing that neighbors were disappearing in the middle of the night and their bodies were turning up in alleys. He himself felt safe, but he began to be concerned. Being an electrical engineer, Sam had wired up a surveillance system so he could check out his visitors. One night a heavily armed soldier showed up at his front door. He looked menacing, but Sam had nowhere to go, so he prayed and opened the door. The soldier said, "Do you remember me?" Sam did not. "You came and gave out Bibles at my barracks two years ago. I read mine, and now I am a Christian and I wanted to come and tell you so." Sam's pools of sweat turned to perspiration of joy. A wave of relief swept over him.

The soldier asked if he could come in. He proceeded to tell Sam that he was part of the President's special security squad. Each night the highest officials in the government gathered in a secret room and drew up a list of the political opponents who were to be killed. The previous night, Sam Watkin's name had come up. Sam's sweat began dropping again and a severe depression came over him. The soldier told him he must leave the country immediately and as secretly as possible, and that he would help him. It would not be possible to take any belongings with him. As a matter of fact, they would have to go underground and stay at safe houses until he was out of the country. This is what Sam did, and now he works in New Jersey, and with the local Gideon chapter.

from Sam Watkins · Gideon Banquet, East Hanover, New Jersey via Kerux Sermon and Illustration Database deliverancedangerfear

A New Jersey Kid Sees the Light

John 3:3

Testimony of Ron Gordon:

Ron was born in New Jersey to a nominally Catholic family. He was always heavy-set, so everyone called him “Tiny.” His parents divorced and he was sent to live with friends in Ohio.

It didn't take him long to fall into the wrong crowd. He began using drugs heavily. Once he took a Seconal tablet, cooked the contents, injected it into his arm and experienced a black tunnel. Another time, a drugged-out buddy shot a girlfriend to death.

Marriage weaned him off drugs, but not alcohol. He saw booze as an easy way to escape from reality. His and his wife attempted to have a child, but couldn't. Their doctor said if fertility drugs didn't work, only God could help them. Soon after this, his wife Susan took him to church. Soon after, she got pregnant. Ron thought he was in charge of his life, and it was going great -- then he got permanently laid off. No income.

Susan attended a Bible study at West Lafayette Baptist church and accepted Jesus as her Savior. Ron was glad she was happier, but it wasn't for him. One day he came across a book called, “JESUS: God, Ghost, or Guru?” For some reason, he bought it. The book took away all his reasons for not believing. On a Sunday afternoon soon after that, Ron sat with Pastor David Holwick in a friend's living room. David asked Ron if he was finally ready to commit his life to Jesus Christ. Ron said, “Yes,” and prayed right there to receive him as his Savior.

Revival Begins With Individuals

Can there be a revival in our church? It begins with individuals.

Letter from Robin Schultz to Ledgewood Baptist Church (NJ):

“God has led me here. Praise God for giving me the opportunity

to join others in fellowship and a place to spread the love of

Jesus... At [the Christian hostel] we hold Bible studies each

night and the staff includes other young Christians who are

searching what to do with their lives... We are looking toward

the Lord for guidance and purpose....

I got accepted to Tavernhof Torchbearer Bible School in Austria.

Being a new and immature Christian, I couldn't pass up this

opportunity to learn more about the word of God!”

God Bless,

Sincerely in Christ,

Robin Schulz

from Personal Letter · Robin Schulz via Kerux Sermon and Illustration Database revivalgrowthpraise

The Newspaper Editor's Promise

Acts 16:30

Mr. Theh ("tay") Chongkhadikij was a founder and editor of the main English newspaper in Thailand, the Bangkok Post. His youngest daughter, Anchalee, is known as the Queen of Rock in Thailand. She had a close friend become a Christian, went to Dick Worley, read Psalm 139 and accepted Christ. The others in the family had Bible studies with him and also accepted Christ. When Worley talked with Theh, a strong Buddhist, Theh accepted the gospel with child-like faith. Later at a church service he raised his hand at the invitation. A few weeks later at a Luis Palau rally his daughter gave her testimony and Theh himself came forward. He did not do it so much to accept Christ (he had already done that) but to bear witness to his faith in front of others. On July 1, 1990, Worley baptized 36 people at the Maitrichit Church, and Theh and his wife were the first two. Theh wrote a book on his experiences in Thailand and included his testimony at the end.

from New Jersey Info · Dick Worley via Kerux Sermon and Illustration Database missionstestimony

Conquering the Enemy Within

Luke 12:3

A real-life story of how one successful man hit bottom and found Jesus Christ.

The author of many scholarly articles, Glenn Loury first made his mark as an economic theorist. He has been a consultant to state and federal government agencies and private business organizations. He has taught at Harvard, Northwestern, and the University of Michigan before coming to Boston University, where he is university professor and professor of economics.

He is most famous on the topic of racial inequality. His essays and commentaries appear regularly in leading national publications. He is usually labelled a conservative, and for an African American that can bring a lot of attention - good and bad.

While his professional life was soaring, his personal life was disintegrating. He was on drugs -- alcohol, marijuana, and finally cocaine. The cocaine progressed to freebasing. In his soul he knew it was destroying him, even as he became more famous and wealthy.

He was a professor at Harvard at 33 years old, a full tenured professor. He was a distinguished research economist, and had a really strong track record. Then he had branched off into public policy, and I had instantly hit stardom. But he was on a really unstable, rocky track.

Soon he was arrested for the possession of a controlled substance. It became very widely known, and he was humiliated, but he still had all kinds of excuses. He went to a drug treatment program that the court mandated after the arrest charge, but he kept using drugs. His wife was still with him, for reasons he can't fathom. She loved him, and she stuck it out.

Eventually she persuaded him to go in for more treatment, but he backslid after a few weeks. He went into another program that cost $500 a day but his insurance ran out. In desperation he turned to a half-way house. It was run by an ex-Boston cop who had spent five years in prison for corruption, and who had been an alcoholic. But he had become an evangelical Christian and had devoted his life to helping men recover from addiction.

The ex-cop ran a weekly voluntary Bible study in the house, and there were about 25 men in there. Some of these men had been sleeping in cardboard boxes in the subway, some of them had just gotten out of prison, some were heroin or intravenous cocaine users, some were winos; and there was this college professor from Harvard.

Glenn Loury sat in that house for six months. It was during that time that he became a Christian, that he accepted Jesus Christ as his personal Savior. He doesn't know what happened. He thinks it's grace. It just seems miraculous to him. It was miraculous that the desire to do cocaine went away. It was miraculous that his wife stayed by him and that the marriage came back to life again. It didn't have to happen, but it did.

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Going Public

Mark 8:38

In 1990, centerfielder Brett Butler left the San Francisco Giants as a free agent, joining the Los Angeles Dodgers, cross-state rivals. When Butler returned to San Francisco for the first time as a Los Angeles Dodger, Giant fans greeted him with a mix of boos and cheers.

The cheers turned to boos, however, when Butler hugged Los Angeles manager Tommy Lasorda. “It turned a page in my career,” said Butler. “I’m an L.A. Dodger now; I’m not a Giant. That just kind of solidified it. I wanted them to know, I’m a Dodger.”

When people become Christians, in one way or another they need to “hug Jesus” in the sight of all their family, friends, and acquaintances.

from Leadership · Richard C. Kauffman Jr, Tionesta, Pennsylvania via Kerux Sermon and Illustration Database baseball

Victory In Death

Acts 4:33

Colin Chapman, in “The Case for Christianity,” quotes Ugandan bishop Festo Kivengere's account of the 1973 execution by firing squad of three men from his diocese:

February 10 began as a sad day for us in Kabale. People were commanded to come to the stadium and witness the execution. Death permeated the atmosphere. A silent crowd of about three thousand was there to watch.

I had permission from the authorities to speak to the men before they died, and two of my fellow ministers were with me.

They brought the men in a truck and unloaded them. They were handcuffed and their feet were chained. The firing squad stood at attention. As we walked onto the center of the stadium, I was wondering what to say. How do you give the gospel to doomed men who are probably seething with rage?

We approached them from behind, and as they turned to look at us, what a sight! Their faces were all alight with an unmistakable glow and radiance. Before we could say anything, one of them burst out:

“Bishop, thank you for coming! I wanted to tell you. The day I was arrested, in my prison cell, I asked the Lord Jesus to come into my heart. He came in and forgave me all my sins! Heaven is now open, and there is nothing between me and my God! Please tell my wife and children that I am going to be with Jesus. Ask them to accept him into their lives as I did.”

The other two men told similar stories, excitedly raising their hands, which rattled their handcuffs.

I felt that what I needed to do was to talk to the soldiers, not to the condemned. So I translated what the men had said into a language the soldiers understood. The military men were standing there with guns cocked and bewilderment on their faces. They were so dumbfounded that they forgot to put the hoods over the men's faces!

The three faced the firing squad standing close together. They looked toward the people and began to wave, handcuffs and all. The people waved back. Then shots were fired, and the three were with Jesus. We stood in front of them, our own hearts throbbing with joy, mingled with tears. It was a day never to be forgotten. Though dead, the men spoke loudly to all of Kegezi District and beyond, so that there was an upsurge of life in Christ, which challenges death and defeats it.

The next Sunday, I was preaching to a huge crowd in the hometown of one of the executed men. Again, the feel of death was over the congregation. But when I gave them the testimony of their man, and how he died, there erupted a great song of praise to Jesus! Many turned to the Lord there.

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Letters To Editor

A Christian friend of Robert Tamasy in the Midwest was general manager of a chain of community newspapers, and his responsibilities included setting advertising policies. At one point he ordered that advertising clients who used a Christian symbol or Bible verse on business cards or stationery would be required to pay cash in advance. These were his worst-paying accounts. One lesson that many of us in the faith still need to learn is that our most effective witness – to non-Christians and to fellow believers – is not through what we say, but through what we do.

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from Christianity Today magazine · Robert J. Tamasy via Kerux Sermon and Illustration Database reputationtestimony

"They Need and Want To Know"

2 Corinthians 5:14

Sermon in 12 Step series. Step 12: Witnessing 2 Corinthians 5:14-21

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THEY NEED AND WANT TO KNOW

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Step 12:

"Having had a spiritual awakening as the result of these steps,

we tried to carry this message to alcoholics,

and to practice these principles in all our affairs."

I. Everyone has a story.

II. People need to hear.

A. The gospel is not just a nice option.

B. People need to hear, because they are alienated from God.

C. If we do believe this, we harm people by being quiet.

III. People want to hear.

A. There is a spiritual hunger in our society.

B. We have to have a heart that sees the hunger and need.

IV. We should want to tell them.

A. God's love compels us. 2 Cor 5:14

B. It has to happen to us before it can happen to them. 2 Cor 5:16

C. Sharing the message keeps us straight.

V. Seeking out those who will hear.

A. Early AA went to hospital alcoholic wards, looking for the worst

B. Jesus also took the initiative.

C. God has no voice but our voice.

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from Condensed sermon outline (handout) by Rev. David Holwick · Serm94h.pco via Kerux Sermon and Illustration Database evangelismtestimony

A Prisoner of War For 14 Years

Luke 4:18

Pastor Buu Tu Chung is ministering as church planter among the Vietnamese population of Los Angeles. He was born and raised in Vietnam, near the Mekong Delta. He became a helicopter pilot in the Vietnam War for the U.S. Army before he was shot down on February 22, 1971. He was captured and became a prisoner of war for almost 14 years. To count the days exactly, it was 5,000 days. He was not released until the end of 1984.

He knew about God and Jesus since he was a child, but he was not a real Christian. When he was in prison, he thought about his future and his life ... he had no hope. Then he remembered a verse in Matthew where Jesus said that all you need is faith the size of a mustard seed. He knew he needed the Holy Bible, but he lived in a Communist prison ... so how could he possibly get one? So he thought if he had faith like a mustard see he could have it.

He began to pray to ask Jesus to give him His Holy bible. During his interrogation - which lasted for five months - the enemy asked him if they could give him something. He said yes. They asked, "What do you need?" "I need a Holy Bible." They said, "It's impossible, we cannot give you that thing because it is forbidden." He said, "OK, but you asked me and I gave you my answer."

After two years of praying, the chief of the camp called him in to be interrogated. Chung came into his office and he saw a brand new Holy Bible on the table. After a while the officer said, "This Holy Bible is yours - a gift from the Political Warfare Department of the North Vietnam Army." (Unfortunately, the Bible was stolen four years later.) Chung knew that God is real and Jesus is God. He read the Bible and became a new Christian. He was born again.

He had gone through fifteen prison camps. The first camp was right in Hanoi. That is where he saw the first American pilot who was detained there and interrogated. In Hanoi, he stayed in several places including one main prison the Americans called the Hanoi Hilton.

When he came to the United States in 1990, God reminded him that he had promised that he would serve Him. He went to Calvary Baptist of Gardena and attended the worship service and was so pleased. This was exciting because in 1989, before he came to the United States, he became the leader of a home church in Vietnam called the Underground Church, which was a charismatic church. So when he came to Calvary Baptist of Gardena, he saw that people practiced the same thing and said, "Well, this is my place!"

He and another pastor began to plant a new Vietnamese church on February 16, 1992. The first year, 25 souls were won for Christ. In May 1993 he was recognized as a pastor by the American Baptists. Their church began to grow slowly and now attendance is around 30. They began another new Vietnamese church on April 29, 1994. He has a vision that many Vietnamese will convert to be a Christian in America, and knows that one day he will see it.

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from The Planter (American Baptist Church Planters) via Kerux Sermon and Illustration Database bibletestimony

Co-worker's Honesty Stirred Angry Man To Faith, Ministry

Acts 16:17

It was just another normal day at work for Doug Cone. Then a young man 31 years of age, he was his usual ill-tempered, angry self. The anger was like a hot coal in his stomach that never cooled down, he recounted.

A troubled person most of his life, he held no job for longer than two years and was about to be fired from his present one. His wife had just left him, taking their only child -- a son he thought the world of.

That day, a co-worker named Jim came up to him, looked into his eyes, then stated, "Doug Cone, God has a better way for you." That got his attention and started him on the path which now has him leading Deer Creek Baptist Mission, Stockbridge, Georgia, which opened the doors of its own building last year. Cone was pastor of the mission when it started in 1992 in Deer Creek Mobile Home Park with nine people.

But initially, Cone didn't do anything about the encounter with his co-worker, Jim -- except going over and over the statement in his mind for about a year.

Eventually God led Cone to a group of people who shared the Word of God with him and he was ready to listen. Once he had thought he knew it all; now he realized he didn't.

Lying on his bed one night about 10:30, he kept having troubling thoughts. Then he began to remember Scripture from when he was 12 years old, when for a six-month period his mother had made him attend Sunday school. Thoughts of Jesus and Bible verses he didn't even know he remembered kept coming back to him.

Cone told God then he wanted to accept Jesus as his Savior, but he didn't want to just become "saved." He wanted to live the life. At the moment he was forgiven, he said it was as if God poured cool water over burning coals of anger. He began to understand some of the Scripture, and he recounted a yearning to learn more of the Bible and to share it with everyone he came in contact with.

Cone went back to school, first Georgia Tech, then Georgia State. Realizing after a year that secular knowledge was not what he was thirsting for, he enrolled in Liberty Bible Institute. A year later he began to teach Sunday school and feel a call to the ministry.

After much searching and a weekend at a camp meeting in north Georgia, he could not sleep. The tug was so strong, he was exhausted. The moment he gave in and gave it to God, he felt the pressure lift. After talking to his pastor and congregation at the time, he started a ministry in a nursing home in south Fulton County which continued for four and a half years. Later, with his wife and two children -- in a restored marriage -- he moved to McDonough, Ga., joined Friendship Baptist Church, was ordained a deacon and served two years as associate pastor.

His next stop was the mobile home park mission, which is blossoming as a thriving work in its community.

All this would not have happened, however, if "Jim" had not looked beyond a co-worker's anger and defenses and taken the risk to be a witness for God, not knowing this side of heaven what can come of a word spoken to a lost person.

Maxey is a free-lance writer from Stockbridge, Georgia.

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Transplant Athlete Had Winning Spirit, Faith

John 16:33

During Jerry Cound's brief life, he received two heart transplants, completed a college education and competed globally in the World Transplant Olympics. He was only 25 when heart failure claimed his life March 15 while playing basketball on vacation in Valencia, Spain.

In addition to hurdling huge medical obstacles and establishing a world-class athletic record, Cound also is remembered by friends, fellow church members and family for his testimony of faith.

"He had a heart for people and he had a heart for God and his righteousness," said Adam Jordan, who attended junior high school, Sunday school and Ouachita Baptist University in Arkadelphia, Arkansas, with Cound. "In everything he did, that seemed like what he was after."

Sharing his testimony during the 1995 Arkansas Baptist youth convention in Little Rock, Cound listed "sports and church" as the two key influences in his life while growing up.

"I was always involved with my church with mission projects and Bible studies," said Cound, a member of Park Hill Baptist Church in North Little Rock. "I went to Canada and Guatemala with different missions trips."

Cound also noted, "I come from a very athletic family."

Describing his father as a tremendous athlete, Cound recounted "it was said at one time he could have gone to the Olympics ... . (He) set some state records in track and field and was a tremendous athlete in basketball and baseball." Cound's older brother, Mike, and sister, Chela, played college basketball and volleyball.

Cound's faith often was evident while playing sports, especially basketball, Jordan recalled. "On the court, he had a great attitude. I never saw him get mad. I never saw any temper at all."

Jordan described Cound's playing style as "aggressive. He was real quick and a real team player.He had a lot of endurance." After Jordan and Cound began playing city and YMCA leagues after college, Jordan said, "We'd play back-to- back three-on-three games and he never missed a step."

Although one of Cound's deepest wishes was to excel in sports like his father and siblings, a heart disease contracted as a child damaged his heart muscles, excluding him from school sports.

"At two weeks old, I had a virus ... that went to my heart and almost killed me," he noted at the statewide gathering of young people.

"But I survived and it left some scar tissue on the heart in a condition ... which is basically just a weakened heart muscle. So growing up I had this heart condition but I never would admit it to anybody. I never admitted it even to myself. I always thought I was very normal.

"As far as I knew, in elementary school I was faster than all my friends and was just as ... strong as any of them," he said. "So I didn't think there was anything wrong with me."

"He did not want other people talking to him about his problems," said his father, Gerald Cound. "He did not want them to consider him any differently than anybody else.

"Jerry's heart was tough," his dad added. "I think he knew tough love.

"To be honest, that's the script we wrote as a family," said the elder Cound. "We emphasized early on we weren't going to treat Jerry any differently than we treated our other children. We didn't expect anything from anybody and we had to go out and make things go for ourselves and there was no reason to complain about things.

"So I never heard Jerry complain about anything," his dad said. "Even in the depths of his toughest times, he never once ... complained."

But a physical examination prior to junior high school showed his heart "was working on about 25 percent of what it should be working on," said the younger Cound. "It was just compensating and ... working harder than it should." The tests showed "that I didn't need to compete in junior high athletics.... I was very upset and very disappointed. I wanted to follow in my brother's and sister's footsteps and even set some of my own records like my father had."

Despite being unable to compete in school athletics, "I was still playing church basketball and YMCA basketball and stayed in good shape," he said.

Luke Flesher, Park Hill's minister of pastoral care and Cound's former youth minister at the church, observed Cound's dedication while playing church basketball. "Whatever he did, it was never 100 percent. It was always 120 percent. He always dived into the bleachers" going after a basketball.

Cound's life was interrupted again when, at age 15, "I got sick and went into the hospital with pneumonia" and other complications, he shared during his testimony. "I was basically on my deathbed and getting worse. Then they diagnosed heart failure."

Jerry was taken to Houston, where doctors decided to transplant a new heart. Describing that experience as "tough," Jerry said, "I lost 20 pounds and they were feeding me through IVs and were doing everything for me. The month before, I had been playing basketball. I had my own little lawn mowing service. And all of a sudden I was down and out."

He received his new heart June 1, 1986. In Jerry's words, "Everything really went well for five years."

He continued to be active and participated in the World Transplant Olympics in Singapore in 1989, the same year he enrolled at Ouachita Baptist University. His primary events at the Olympic competitions, said his father, were running "the 100, 200 and long jump.... He was also a volleyball competitor."

Jerry again participated in the World Transplant Olympics in 1991 in Budapest, Hungary. Following the games, he recalled, "I got sick. We thought I just had a little bug. But I passed out in my apartment. My roommate said I quit breathing for about 30 seconds."

The next morning he was back in Houston. "They told me I might have another transplant. They said the only reason they would give me one is if they found the perfect heart."

On Sept. 23, 1991, doctors told Jerry they had found that heart. "I started thinking about what they were going to do to me. I said let's go for it. I came through and got a stronger, healthier heart."

During a bout with rejection the next month, which Jerry said was common for transplant patients, he experienced a low point in his recovery. "I was laying there in bed one day and was just feeling terrible and was crying in my bed."

"He almost gave up," his dad said. "There came a time when I got very angry and threatened to throw him out of bed. We both cried. After a day or two, things straightened out. He had gotten to a point where he wasn't for sure he wanted to continue everything. I needed his fighting spirit to make things go."

"I said, 'God, just let me die,'" Cound recalled. "'Why do you keep putting me though this? Let me go. I'm ready.' The next thing I knew I was waking up and was feeling fine and from that point on I got better and better."

He returned to OBU the next semester. Ouachita classmate Wade Tomlinson met Cound when Tomlinson and one of Cound's close friends, Brian McKinney, took Cound home following his second operation. Tomlinson said he noticed then that Cound's "heart's desire was to live life to its fullest."

"That meant taking risks, being open to friends and to people regardless of who they were," Tomlinson said. "It meant taking risks not only physically and athletically, but also relationally because he wanted to experience all that life had to offer.

"I remember coming home from Houston," Tomlinson continued. "Jerry said, 'This heart might last five years.' Even though he didn't talk about it a lot, he knew he wasn't going to live forever."

Cound's recovery was hampered when personal tragedy struck his family in February 1991. "I got a call from my father. My mother had passed away. My mother was the angel in my life. She took care of me through just about everything. Losing my mother was a tough thing. It was a lot tougher than any transplant or surgery."

Cound went on to participate in more U.S. and World Transplant Games. He also was chosen by Gov. Jim Guy Tucker to represent the state at the National Victory Celebration in Washington in 1993.

Carolyn Dowling, recognition specialist for the Arkansas Department of Human Services' division of volunteerism cited Cound at the time for his "remarkable strength of purpose in continuing his education and competing in the United States Transplant Games soon after his heart surgeries." She noted Tucker "chose Jerry as an example of the great resolve of the human spirit and as an inspiring example to all of us."

Cound graduated from Ouachita in 1994 and began work as the fitness director for the Downtown Little Rock YMCA. He also used his testimony to speak to church and civic groups.

"Life is good," he told an estimated 3,000 youth at last year's youth convention. "Life is very good for me. I'm very blessed. Each year I've traveled to the World Transplant Olympics. I've been to Singapore, Budapest, Vancouver and England and all over the U.S.

"Just like my father, although I wasn't able to set some records in college, I was able to set my own records in both world and national Transplant Olympics.

"Every day I have to deal with different trials," he added. "My trials are just a little different. I don't know why God has allowed me to live this long. An average heart transplant lives about five years after surgery and that is something I think about a lot. But I try to live life to the fullest and try to give God my all and I hope I do."

"He sensed every moment was valuable, and he was ready," said Flesher. "I think as time went along, he matured and came to an awareness that his life was fragile, but he never focused on that."

"His spirit testified to who he was," commented Jordan, who worked alongside Jerry in the OBU admissions office. "There was so much evidence in his life of the Lord and his purpose."

Confidently sharing that perspective, Jerry quoted Psalm 73:26 to participants at the state youth convention. "My heart and my flesh may fail," he acknowledged, "but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever."

Copyright (c) 1996 Baptist Press

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Littleton's Martyrs

Job 11:15

It was a test all of us would hope to pass, but none of us really wants to take. A masked gunman points his weapon at a Christian and asks “Do you believe in God?” She knows that if she says “yes,” she’ll pay with her life. But unfaithfulness to her Lord is unthinkable.

So, with what would be her last words, she calmly answers, “Yes, I believe in God.”

What makes this story remarkable is that the gunman was no communist thug, nor was the martyr a Chinese pastor. As you may have guessed, the event I’m describing took place last Tuesday in Littleton, Colorado.

As the Washington Post reported, the two students who shot 13 people, Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold, did not choose their victims at random — they were acting out of a kalideoscope of ugly prejudices.

Media coverage has centered on the killers’ hostility toward racial minorities and athletes, but there was another group the pair hated every bit as much, if not more: Christians. And, there were plenty of them to hate at Columbine High School. According to some accounts eight Christians — four Evangelicals and four Catholics — were killed.

Among them was Cassie Bernall. And it was Cassie who made the dramatic decision I’ve just described — fitting for a person whose favorite movie was “Braveheart,” in which the hero dies a martyr’s death.

Cassie was a 17-year-old junior with long blond hair, hair she wanted to cut off and have made into wigs for cancer patients who had lost their hair through chemotherapy. She was active in her youth group at Westpool’s Community Church and was known for carrying a Bible to school.

Cassie was in the school library reading her Bible when the two young killers burst in. According to witnesses, one of the killers pointed his gun at Cassie and asked, do you believe in God?” Cassie paused and then answered, “Yes, I believe in God.” “Why?” the gunman asked. Cassie did not have a chance to respond; the gunman had already shot her dead.

As her classmate Mickie Cain told Larry King on CNN, “She completely stood up for God. When the killers asked her if there was anyone who had faith in Christ, she spoke up and they shot her for it.”

Cassie’s martyrdom was even more remarkable when you consider that just a few years ago she had dabbled in the occult, including witchcraft. She had embraced the same darkness and nihilism that drove her killers to such despicable acts. But two years ago, Cassie dedicated her life to Christ, and turned her life around. Her friend, Craig Moon, called her a “light for Christ.”

Well, this “light for Christ” became a rare American martyr of the 20th Century.

According to the Boston Globe, on the night of her death, Cassie’s brother Chris found a poem Cassie had written just two days prior to her death. It read:

“Now I have given up on everything else I have found it to be the only way to really know Christ and to experience the mighty power that brought Him back to life again, and to find out what it means to suffer and to Die with him. So, whatever it takes I will be one who lives in the fresh Newness of life of those who are Alive from the dead.”

The best way all of us can honor Cassie’s memory is To embrace that same courageous commitment to our faith. For example, we should stand up to our kids when they want to play violent video games. We should be willing to stand up to community ridicule when we oppose access to Internet pornography at the local library.

For the families of these young martyrs, I can only offer deep personal sympathy and the hope that they might take strength from the words Jesus spoke to the woman who honored Him by pouring ointment on His head. “Wherever this gospel is preached in the whole world, what she has done will be told in memory of her” (Matthew 26:13).

“Well done, good and faithful servant. Now enter into the joy of your Lord” (Matthew 25:23).

Copyright (c) 1999 Prison Fellowship Ministries

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[Holwick – Cassie’s role in the Littleton shootings have been disputed by some. Robert E. Reccord told Baptist Press Sept. 29, 1999:

“Regardless of who said yes [to the gunman query about faith in God], two things are true. The first is that some young person under terrifying circumstances testified to their faith. Praise God for that. Secondly, whether it was Cassie Bernall or not, Cassie’s life and words prior to the shooting testified to the change in her life that came from knowing Jesus Christ.”

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Salvation Helped Him Forgive His Parents

My father is an alcoholic and my mother codependent. Up until the age of about 20, I was submitted to physical and emotional abuse and neglect; after 20 it was just emotional abuse and neglect.

I was constantly told I was nobody, and would never be any one --- that I was worthless. Finding out I was adopted only pushed the point further home --- even my birth mother thought I was not worth keeping; I felt she threw me away.

My adopted parents threw me out of their house when I was about 20 (they felt they need more room). On January 4 without notice, and in the middle of a snow storm; I was forced to leave.

During January of this year, my adopted parents disowned me when I contacted my birth mother. From January to May 9th, they did their best to try to turn my grandparents (whom I’m very close to) away from me.

On May 8, 1991 I accepted Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior; I stopped trusting in my own limitations, and started trusting in the character and deeds of Jesus Christ (God the Son).

On May 9, 1991 during the evening (after work), I called my adopted parents ask for forgiveness and to give forgiveness.

Within moments 28 years of abuse, neglect, anger, and hatred were washed away by the blood of Jesus Christ.

Since May 8, 1991 I have felt more peace in my heart than I have ever felt in the past 28 years of my life.

Maybe that’s not scientific proof, Keith; but, it is proof enough for me.

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Indestructible Power: Wedgwood Witness

Luke 23:24

What happened at Wedgwood Baptist church in Fort Worth shocked the whole nation. The tragic loss of life leaves many wondering: What good can possibly come of this?

In the aftermath of the murders, one answer has emerged: As with the Columbine slaughter, this latest massacre is giving Americans a chance to see the difference that faith in Christ can make.

We saw a glimpse of that difference in news accounts of those terrible few minutes inside the church. According to the New York Times, when Ashbrook began shooting, everyone in the church dove under the pews. Everyone, that is, except Heather McDonald. McDonald has Down's Syndrome and didn't understand what was happening.

Fortunately for her, Mary Beth Talley, one of the youth group members, did. Talley shielded McDonald with her own body, literally taking a bullet for her. Even after being shot, Talley continued to comfort McDonald.

After the shootings, reporters descended on Fort Worth, all of them asking the same question: How do Christians respond to tragedy? Are they serious about forgiveness and hope?

National Public Radio's Wade Goodman interviewed survivors and other church members. Instead of cursing Ashbrook, members expressed sorrow that they had not done enough to reach out to a troubled man. Church member Dan Gill told reporters that "[Jesus] died for the man who pulled the trigger, too."

Stephanie Jones, the mother of Susan Jones, a seminarian killed in the shootings, said, "We are not angry, and we have peace that God is in control."

Jones' sentiments were echoed by Kathy Jo Brown, who lost her husband, Shawn. She told the New York Times that "Shawn ran the race victoriously, all the way to God's arms."

Perhaps the most remarkable story involves shooting victim Sydney Browning. Browning taught at an alternative high school for troubled teenagers. As a friend of hers told National Public Radio, shortly after the Columbine shootings, she and Browning had discussed what they would do under similar circumstances. Browning told her that if someone had to be shot, she hoped it would be her, because she knew she was saved -- something she couldn't say about her students.

These responses to such a horrific tragedy highlight, as nothing else can, the difference between the Church and the unbelieving world.

That difference is, of course, faith in Jesus Christ. People like Sydney Browning and Mary Beth Talley weren't afraid because they knew Who was in control. They knew that, as Martin Luther wrote in his great hymn, "A Mighty Fortress," although "the body they may kill, God's truth abideth still."

The early Church had a saying: "The blood of the martyrs is the seed of the church." The example set by early Christians in death and suffering was the greatest witness to the "truth which is in Jesus." Now, when our neighbors ask us why we believe, we have our own example of the power of an indestructible life: the martyrs at Columbine and now these young people of Wedgwood Baptist.

And if this example leads people to faith in Christ, then the world will once again see that God can and does bring good out of unspeakable evil.

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Copyright (c) 1999 Prison Fellowship Ministries. Reprinted with permission. "BreakPoint with Chuck Colson" is a radio ministry of Prison Fellowship Ministries.

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Bush's Choice : A Candidate Speaks the Forbidden Name

Acts 2:38

Any one looking for a good indication of how secularized America has become got a very good indication the recent Republican debate. When asked to identify the thinker who had the greatest effect on his life, George W. Bush named Jesus Christ -- because, as he put it, "He has changed my heart."

The uproar was fast and furious. You would have thought Bush had invoked the Marquis de Sade, or perhaps Larry Flynt. The New York Times found a Bishop to denounce Bush's choice. Superlawyer Alan Dershowitz went on television to complain that Bush's answer was totally out of line. The chorus of critics sang from the same hymnal. Bush had spoken the forbidden name in American politics.

The single most important thing you can know about anyone is the priorities he sets for himself in life. What does he value most?

Knowing that a man or woman is a believer in Jesus Christ tells you about his or her priorities. It gives you the most crucial information about that person.

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Copyright (c) 1999 Prison Fellowship Ministries. Reprinted with permission. "BreakPoint with Chuck Colson" is a radio ministry of Prison Fellowship Ministries.

Prone To Wander: The Allure of Deconversion Testimonies

John 9:25

On July 26, 2019, Joshua Harris, former megachurch pastor and author of the infamous purity culture bestseller I Kissed Dating Goodbye, announced to his Instagram followers that he was no longer a Christian.

“By all the measurements that I have for defining a Christian, I am not a Christian,” Harris wrote. “I don’t view this moment negatively. I feel very much alive, and awake, and surprisingly hopeful.”

In the midst of the uproar, Albert Mohler, president of The Southern Baptist Theological Seminary, released a response titled, “The Tragedy of Joshua Harris.”

“Can one be a Christian and then at some point not be a Christian?” Mohler wrote. “The answer is no. The Bible is very clear about that.”

Mohler goes on to write that if Harris doesn’t “return [to Christianity] by repentance at some point” then he wasn’t truly a Christian and probably only a “pretend believer.”

A couple of weeks later, Marty Sampson, a former songwriter for the prolific Hillsong gigachurch, posted on Instagram that he was in the process of disassociating himself from Christianity.

“I’m genuinely losing my faith, and it doesn’t bother me,” Sampson wrote. “All I know is what’s true to me right now, and Christianity just seems to me like another religion at this point.”

Like Harris, Sampson’s announcement ignited a flurry of responses from Christian leaders and armchair theologians - including the viral Facebook post, “What In God’s Name Is Happening to Christianity?,” from the lead singer of the Christian rock band Skillet, and an op-ed from Michael Brown of Christianity Today, “Reaching Out to a Hillsong Leader Who is Renouncing His Faith.”

In the wake of the fervor surrounding his announcement, Sampson deleted the post and released a statement in which he clarified that he hadn’t renounced his Christian faith, but that it’s on “shaky ground.”

“I have and continue to analyze the arguments of prominent Christian apologists and biblical scholars, and am open-minded enough to consider the arguments of atheist debaters and debaters from other religions,” Sampson wrote. “If the truth is true, it will remain so regardless of my understanding of it.”

As someone who has written extensively about my struggles with doubt in the context of my faith, I empathize with Harris and Sampson. In their stories, I heard echoes of my own fears, questions, and regrets.

And in the rebuttals penned by their critics, I felt the same callous judgment and willful ignorance of the people from my past who didn’t understand why I found some aspects of conservative evangelicalism so difficult to accept.

You should pray more.

Here’s a book on apologetics.

You’re just being divisive.

Why is this so hard for you to believe?

In recent years, other prolific Christians artists and intellectuals — like Michael Gungor of the worship band Gungor, Aaron Gillespie, and Spencer Chamberlain of Christian rock band Underoath, New Testament scholar Bart Ehrman, and fiction writer Anne Rice - have publicly announced their deconversion from Christianity.

People leaving Christianity and renouncing their faith is nothing new. Church history is littered with heretics and apostates who abandoned the beliefs they once held dear. But in a culture of celebrity and intimacy facilitated by social media, the news of recent apostates feels much more jarring and personal.

Gungor and Sampson wrote worship set staples like “Beautiful Things” and “O Praise the Name.” Harris led a megachurch in Maryland for eleven years. It’s disturbing to think that someone who preached from the pulpit, wrote a bestselling Christian book, or led a worship gathering could turn their back on a belief system that gives you so much comfort, purpose, and security.

And it’s frightening when someone abandons their faith (especially when it’s someone you admire or have benefitted from their art/teaching) because it’s not something that’s supposed to happen. People on our team aren’t supposed to quit and join their team. It’s a betrayal. A violation of trust. And a devastating blow to morale.

We enthusiastically broadcast “atheist-turned-Christian” testimonies [for example, see HolwickID #66642], but turn a blind eye (and deaf ear) toward “Christian-turned-atheist” stories.

But with the advent of social media, it’s becoming harder to deny the frequency and influence of deconversion stories. And as we move further into a new era of connectivity and vulnerability, we’re definitely going to see more.

Therefore, we need to ask ourselves: Why are deconversion stories so compelling, and why are we so afraid of them? And, ultimately, how can the Church learn from them?

Sharing Is Caring

When I was growing up, I was taught a simple formula for sharing my personal testimony.

A testimony is “Christian-speak” for the story of how you became a Christian. Like an elevator pitch for your faith, a testimony should be short, easy to memorize, and ready to go at a moment’s notice.

The testimony formula traditionally adheres to familiar four-act structure:

Act I: Your life before Jesus.

Act II: The introduction of thoughts and feelings like “There has to be more to life than this” and “The world isn’t satisfying my deepest desires.”

Act III: The moment you decide to become a Christian and follow Jesus.

Act IV: Your life after you’ve trusted Jesus as your personal savior.

Deconversion testimonies unfold across a similar four-act structure as their religious counterparts:

Act I: Your life as a committed Jesus follower.

Act II: The introduction of doubts and concerns that weren’t welcomed by your religious community.

Act III: The moment you decided to walk away from your faith.

Act IV: Your life after leaving Christianity.

A deconversion testimony functions as a funhouse-mirror inversion of a traditional testimony. The narrative beats are identical, and both testimonies climax with a revelation, liberation, and a promise of a better life.

And that’s not where the similarities end.

Christians emphasize the first act of their testimony to foster relatability (“I was just like you”) and establish credibility as a former “sinner” — not just a goody-two-shoes who had their faith handed to them by their parents.

Likewise, in a deconversion testimony, the first act establishes relatability (“I was just like you”) and credibility as a former “true believer” — not just an in-name-only Christian warming the pew every Sunday morning.

Also, a traditional and deconversion testimony both hinge on an “I was blind, but now I see” hook in the second and third acts. And, honestly, it’s one hell of a hook. It invites you into the perspective of the protagonist or storyteller.

Additionally, it’s pretty common for the person sharing the testimony to present a rose-tinted version of the final act in order to draw a clear distinction between the first and fourth acts.

Well, geez, you probably thinking, all this sounds pretty manipulative. And you’re not wrong.

But all stories are a form of manipulation. And this is especially true of testimonies.

We respond better to stories than we do facts. By design, testimonies are relatable, intriguing, and inspirational (Why else would companies rely so heavily on them in advertisements?). Most Christians already know the best way to introduce someone to Jesus is through interpersonal relationships and storytelling.

But what happens when someone starts telling a more compelling story?

In addition to following a predictable pattern and offering a tantalizing peek behind the post-faith curtain, deconversion testimonies capture our attention because they speak to our generational distrust of large institutions and established knowledge.

And you probably can’t find a larger or more established public institution that Christianity.

Our Own Worst Enemy

A few months ago, I grabbed lunch with a high school friend who renounced his faith in college. He said that when he first told his mentor he was struggling with doubt, his mentor accused him of wanting to leave Christianity so he could untether himself from the Christian sexual ethic.

(My friend joked: “I didn’t have the heart to tell him that it’s definitely easier to [have a sexual encounter] as a Christian in America than it is as an atheist.”)

A deconversion doesn’t happen overnight — it’s a gradual process motivated by an authentic pursuit of truth and preceded by rigorous self-examination and honesty. And it often happens in isolation in fear of doubt shaming.

Doubt shaming can be overt or subtle thoughts, attitudes, or actions a faith community expresses to protect the theological purity or ideological boundaries of the flock. Doubt shaming can be hostile (like my friend’s experience with his mentor) or passive-aggressive (making jokes at the expense of people outside of your theological tribe).

But it can also be what is not said or expressed.

When was the last time your pastor shared their doubts with the congregation? When was the last time you sang a worship song that honestly wrestled with uncertainty and ambiguity?

Why do both of those scenarios sound so scandalous?

If our churches refuse to model how to process doubt in a healthy and supportive way, why would we assume we’ve created a welcoming environment for the skeptical or the doubtful?

Instead, as mainstream Christianity morphs into something more experiential and therapeutic to compete with cultural trends, a surface-level expression of faith becomes preferable to a faith rigorously examined in light of modern revelations in science, history, anthropology, sociology, and philosophy.

That, or we prefer other people to do our thinking for us.

So, again, I ask you: Does your faith community create space for doubt, or it viewed as a threat to the integrity of the institution?

“This is what we believe because it’s what we’ve always believed” isn’t going to cut it ina pluralistic and technologically-savvy postmodern world. A hundred years ago, your primary source of Biblical knowledge was your local pastor. Today, a comprehensive list of contradictions in the Bible is only a Google search away.

And, like someone publicly announcing a divorce, people who deconvert from Christianity have a right to share the story of their uncoupling from our faith.

Why would Michael Gungor and Marty Sampson want to associate their brand and image with the Contemporary Christian Music scene when they no longer consider themselves Christian?

Why would Josh Harris want to continue to be associated with a book and ministry he wrote and led twenty years ago, especially if he doesn’t hold those views anymore?

I have a gay friend who came out on social media a few years ago. When I asked him what prompted his Facebook post, he told me he’d rather make one big announcement than feel as if he had to explain his dating life to hundreds of people over a long period of time.

And I get that. Who would want their present and future defined by other people’s perception of you from your past?

As someone who writes a lot about my struggles with Christianity and faith, I’m constantly weighing the potential consequences of my words (for example, I’ve written an unpublished blog post about Hell that may be the most faith-crippling thing I’ve ever written — time will tell if it’ll ever see the light of the day).

But from the angry questioning of Job to the New Testament’s condemnation of the self-righteous religious leaders, I think the Bible makes it clear that God values authentic doubt over fabricated faith.

At the end of the day, a person’s faith journey is their own responsibility. While we may occasionally serve as guides, mentors, and teachers, the desire to shape someone else’s faith journey into a mirror image of your own is a recipe for disaster.

Most people who leave Christianity have thoughtful and nuanced reasons for doing so, and the Church would be doing itself a huge disservice if it glibly dismisses or fails to carefully consider the grievances raised by those who decide to leave the fold.

Like an exit interview for a resigning employee, deconversion testimonies are our most honest appraisals of modern Christianity’s blind spots and weaknesses. They’re not uninformed outsider critiques; they’re honest assessments shaped by personal experience.

Because here’s the uncomfortable truth: Every prominent “Christian celebrity” who renounces their faith represents hundreds (if not thousands) of Christians who are struggling in similar ways.

And, after all, isn’t every conversion story also a deconversion story?

The Two Halves of Life

In Falling Upward, Franciscan Friar Richard Rohr explores what he calls “the two halves of life” and applies them to our spiritual journey.

In the first half of our spiritual life, we learn the basic tenants of our faith- the rules, processes, rituals, and doctrine that undergird our behavior and beliefs. This stage of spiritual development is motivated by security, boundary, and containment.

And this stage is very important. You have to learn to crawl (and walk) before you can run.

In the second half of our spiritual life, we explore the boundaries of religious “container” and begin to grapple with the fact that our understanding of God is limited by the scope of our language and imagination. This stage of spiritual development is motivated by mystery, wonder, and transformation.

Not only are these two halves of life seen in our personal faith journeys and transition into adulthood, but it’s also the crux of the entire narrative arc of the Bible:

The first half of our spiritual life is the Old Testament.

The second half of our spiritual life is the New Testament.

However, Rohr argues that most modern Christian teachings (sermons, Bible studies, books, etc) are primarily focused on keeping people constrained within the first half of the spiritual journey.

In Falling Upward, Rohr writes,

“If change and growth are programmed into your spirituality, if there are not serious warning about the blinding nature of fear and fanaticism, your religion will always end up worshipping the status quoand protecting your present ego position and personal advantage — as if it were God!”

Overemphasizing the first half of the spiritual journey at the expense of the second half will not only discourage spiritual development, it’ll foster an environment in which fundamentalism thrives and spiritual exploration is discouraged.

When someone finds the courage to admit they’re losing their faith or overwhelmed with doubt, our first response shouldn’t be to recommend an apologetics book or chastise them for not praying hard enough.

Spiritual writer Anne Lamott says the most powerful sermon in the world is as simple as two words: “Me too.”

Because when your faith is hanging by a thread, the last thing you need is another lecture, rebuke, warning, or stack of book recommendations.

You just want somebody to look you in the eyes and tell you they understand your struggle because they’ve been there too. Trust me.

And if you can’t tell someone that, if you don’t have any doubts of our own to share, you may need to go out and find some.

In my experience, a faith without doubt is faith more preoccupied with escaping the world than engaging it.

Robert Robinson, the 18th-century pastor who penned the famous hymn “Come Thou Fount of Every Blessing,” was famously fickle about his faith and questions linger about whether he had renounced Christianity at the time of his death.

To this day, “Come Thou Fount of Every Blessing” is my favorite hymn (and the Sufjan Stevens version will always reign supreme), and the song’s complicated backstory only makes it resonate more with me.

However, it’s a stanza in the song’s fourth verse that I believe fully encapsulates the never-ending battle between belief and unbelief that rages within every believer:

“Prone to wander, Lord, I feel it,

Prone to leave the God I love.

Here’s my heart, O take and seal it,

Seal it for Thy courts above.”

Let that be our confession, our prayer, and our hope.

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Keep Your Testimony Fresh

Sellers of eggs at many African street markets keep a clay pot full of water

at hand. Buyers are expected to pick out the eggs they want and then put them

in the water. Eggs that sink are fresh. Those that float are stale. -- L. M.

Boyd

NOTE: Is my testimony so genuine as a fresh egg?

(The Timothy Report, Swan Lake Communications, SwanLC@aol.com, August 30, 1999)

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"I am a nobody telling everybody about Somebody who will save anybody who will call on Him."

--Reggie Jackson, quoted by Dr. Adrian Rogers

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Testimony of Dave Dravecky

Dave Dravecky never will work another game from the pitcher’s mound, but he hasn’t been knocked out of the box.

Upbeat and positive, Dravecky said he will play gold and tennis, swim and engage in other sports he was unable to enjoy before because of his baseball contract.

“There are adjustments that I have to make, but there’s nothing out there that I don’t want to do,” the former San Francisco Giants pitcher said Monday (July 15, 1991) at his first news conference since his cancerous left arm was amputated June 18.

Dravecky, 35, appeared with wife Janice at the Christian Booksellers Association convention in Orlando, Florida. He said his Christian faith helped him overcome health problems that began in 1988.

“I see this as God giving me the opportunity to share the Gospel with a lot of people.”

And lots of people apparently are anxious to hear him. Dravecky is booked for a full schedule of speaking engagements, and he has a unique story to tell.

After his cancer was diagnosed in October 1988, Dravecky underwent surgery to remove a malignant tumor and nearly half of the deltoid muscle. Then he made a remarkable comeback, allowing four hits over eight innings in a 4-3 victory over the Cincinnati Reds at Candlestick Park on Aug. 10, 1989. Five days later, he broke his arm while pitching in Montreal and collapsed on the mound in pain.

He retired from baseball that November, underwent more surgery last year and then had his pitching arm removed four weeks ago. “Without Jesus Christ, I would not have the strength to endure this,” Dravecky said.

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Associated Press, The Dallas Morning News, Tuesday, July 16, 1990, page 2B

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Convinced That He Could Be Saved

Isaiah 61:7

An old man, ragged and intoxicated, came into our Temperance rooms.

God saved him. Two years afterward I knelt beside another man, ragged

and intemperate, and told him of God's love. With a look of despair,

he said, "You don't know anything about it, Madam. God can't save me."

I called the dear, aged, redeemed brother. He knelt beside the

sorrowful sinner, and told him how two years before he had come into

that room without money, friends or hope, and how God saved him, sent

him employment, restored him to his wife, and gave him great joy in

leading souls to Himself. Eagerly the man listened. At last he said,

"God did it for you, He can do it for me." He believed, and went away

rejoicing. The dear old man had led another soul to Christ in

fulfillment of God's promise of "double" for all our "shame." Isa.

61:7. We should recognize that Satan is mighty, but that God is

almighty.

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Testimony of Liz Macleod

My name is Liz Macleod. I am married to Doonie and have three boys, Craig, Stuart and Brian. I work as a Play Group Leader in Stornoway on the Island of Lewis.

I publicly confessed my faith in Christ in February 1996 at the same time as my husband Doonie. The Lord was striving with both of us, but in different ways, and by His grace brought us both to a saving knowledge of Him together. This is my testimony as I told it at a Youth Fellowship Meeting which was held in the village of Bragar on the West Side of the Island. It is in question and answer form.

When were you aware of the existence of God?

I think from a very early age. My parents were not Christians at that time, however we were brought up to go to church and Sunday School. My grandparents stayed across the road and they were both Christians. My grandfather was the church officer in the Free Church in Stornoway, and I remember he used to say grace before and after meals. I also remember being in their house and having worship - when it came to the prayer we all had to kneel down in front of our chair.

I also remember us watching television on Sunday afternoons. Often my granny would pay us an unexpected visit and my dad would jump up quickly to switch off the television when he would see her coming!

I can say I knew what was right from wrong from an early age and I was aware that God did exist.

Who were major influences in your life as a teenager from a Christian perspective?

Our family moved from Stornoway to Aberdeen when I was just over 8 years old. We went to church and Sunday school in Aberdeen. I remember quite clearly my Sunday school days and I think that is important. You might be wondering just now, what is the point of memorising verses etc.? Looking back, I am often amazed when I am able to see what an influence my upbringing had. I remember many of the Psalms I had learned in Sunday school and my catechisms. I also remember writing an essay on Ruth. A couple of weeks ago our minister preached a sermon on Ruth and I was pleasantly surprised when I realized that I could still remember a verse that I had learned as I was writing that essay. It was when Naomi was telling her two daughters-in-law to go back to their own people, but Ruth clung to her and said, “Intreat me not to leave thee, nor to return from following after you, for whither thou goest I will go, whither thou lodgest I will lodge, thy people shall be my people and thy God my God.”

My mum was converted under the preaching of the late Rev. Prof. J. Douglas Macmillan. She sometimes took us along with her to the Prayer Meeting; afterwards we would enjoy an ice cream at a local café. My dad became interested in the gospel, although he wasn’t converted until many years later. We became friendly with one man in particular in the congregation, Ron Masson. At this time there were many students in the congregation (some from Stornoway) and they used to gather in houses on a Sunday night after church. I really enjoyed this time. It was like being a part of one big happy family. They would come into the kitchen and help mum make a pile of sandwiches. Then we would have worship and lots of singing - quite often they brought their guitars. It was a wonderful time and it had a big influence on me - in fact so much so that I remember one time one of them asking me if I was a Christian. I said ‘yes!’ I knew as soon as I said it, that I was not! I think I just longed to be one. Our neighbours were Roman Catholics and one day they told us they turned down the television one Sunday so they could listen to the singing!

We moved back to Stornoway when I was 15 and I remember attending the Bayhead Youth Group which was held in the Retirement Centre and was lead by Ralph Briggs and Ruairidh Martin. I also went to some Faith Mission meetings. These were the main influences as a teenager.

How old were you when you became a Christian?

I was 36 years old and I am now 43.

You had a tragedy in your family with the loss of your brother. Were you angry with God?

Yes! I lost my brother nearly 8 years ago. Some of you who are present knew him quite well. John became very ill. We did not realize the seriousness of it at first, however it became quite apparent when we were told he needed a heart transplant! I prayed for him every night and yes, I have to admit I was angry with God. He had let him die! I did come to see that this same God was a loving God this encouraged me when I saw the strength that my parents received at that time, though their grief was immense. The Lord gives help in time of need and He will not burden us with more than we are able to bear. We must remember that our lives are all mapped out by God. God knows the time of our birth and the time of our death, and it is good that we do not know these things. We would not be able to cope! This is why there is such an urgency for the gospel. We do not know the appointed time of our death, but we must all make sure that are ready when that time comes. We can only do that by asking the Lord Jesus Christ into our hearts. We need not have to wait for anything dramatic to happen! Jesus wants us to ask, and He will freely give.

When did you decide to give your life over to Christ?

It was on the 21st June 1995. I remember that date because it was our 16th wedding anniversary!

The Lord had spoken to me clearly in October 1993 at the death of our close friend Ron in Aberdeen. I travelled to Aberdeen with my parents and younger brother for the funeral. I was really upset and crying throughout. Others about me seemed to be fine. They knew Ron had gone to a better place. I clearly remember the minister saying “we don’t know the purpose for Ron’s death” and at that moment I felt the Lord was saying “this is for you, Liz”. I could not speak to my family being so upset. When I came home I told Doonie - he knew there was something working in my life. I received the tape of the funeral service and listened to it again. I just knew I wanted the Lord in my life. Doonie urged me to go to the Prayer Meeting, but I just would not take that step!

I returned to my old ways and tried to put what was happening in my life behind me. 11 months later my brother died! I was distraught and afraid. You hear of these things happening to other people. Now it was us that had to face it! It occurred to me that I had turned God away after Ron’s death and now here was another death! This time though it was my own brother! I remember asking myself, “how many more people have to die before I commit my life to the Lord?” Again I felt drawn. Once again I was afraid to make that commitment and I tried to push my feelings aside.

About the same time the Lord had been working in Doonie’s life. He was having difficulty coping on his own and felt he needed the Lord in his life. One morning in particular he was quite upset going to work. He told me that, ‘he needed the Lord in his life and that he had to do something.’ I sympathized with him, and at the same time I was saying, ‘He’ll get over it, he will be alright – it will pass!’ That day however was different! Doonie’s words played on my mind continually. They would not go away! The Lord was surely speaking to me. I was ironing in the kitchen - and crying - then I would run upstairs to pray! I prayed that the Lord would come into my heart and life and that He would forgive me for all the wrong I had done and I pleaded with Him to help me. Then I would come back downstairs and continue my ironing! My mind could not find any peace!

I was expecting my mum to telephone me, as this was our anniversary. I thought about going to the Prayer Meeting and went upstairs again to ask for strength. Sure enough my mum phoned and asked if we were going anywhere and would we need a babysitter? My heart was pounding as I said ‘yes!’ ‘We are going to the Prayer Meeting!’ She was absolutely delighted! She did not say too much, as she knew I was very emotional. I felt a huge burden lift from me there and then!

How has your life changed? Are there now more restrictions on you as to what you can do?

My life has changed for the better. I am far more content. I have a peace that comes from knowing God. I am thankful to the Lord for the way He brought both Doonie and I together into His fold. Although I had a lot of friends before, I now have a wider circle of friends, who I know are truly caring people, and the love between God’s people is very real. I also know that God is in control of my life. He is never more that a prayer away!

Are there more restrictions? No! There is a freedom in Christ. He frees us from the bondage of sin and this world. My desires changed! I used to live for sport, particularly netball. I still play it from time to time, however it is not now a priority. God comes first! I would much rather attend a meeting in the church than play netball. I also used to watch Television often, especially Soaps. Meals times would revolve around my favourite Soaps. I no longer have this desire. The Lord has taken the desire away.

Is your marriage different now since you became a Christian?

Doonie and I were married quite young. I was going out with him at 15, engaged at 18 and married at 20. We have 3 boys. I know for a fact that our marriage bond has been strengthened since we both became Christians. There is such a sense of security in knowing the Lord as our Saviour. No matter what life brings, He is always there, with us. The Bible says, ‘cast your burdens upon the Lord and He will sustain you.’ It also says ‘He will never leave you nor forsake you.’ It is comforting to know and believe these precious promises. We now have more love towards each another and to our boys. We have to thank the Lord for all that He has given us. We have more unity being of the same mind in Christ. I believe our boys have respect for our faith and we both pray that they would come to know the Lord, while they are young. We pray the same for you also.

Doonie and I now love serving the Lord together. We enjoy our work with the young in ‘Campaigners.’ We discuss sermons together, talk of the Lord and pray together. We would never have done this before. We never really discussed church or becoming Christians although we always attended church. There are times when we find it so amazing to be attending the Prayer Meeting on a Wednesday night with the Lord’s people.

Do you think it is easy today to be a Christian in your teens?

There are far more opportunities now for young people to gather together at youth fellowships, youth groups, church activities, camps, open air meetings etc. Only one other in my class went to church when I was in school in Aberdeen! There are plenty of opportunities to hear the word of God and many willing leaders who freely give up their time and energy to help bring young people to the Lord. Always remember that people are praying for you constantly and you do not have to wait until you are older or a better person. The Lord wants you just as you are. Ask Him into your heart now. Do not leave it as long as I did. His Spirit will not strive with you forever! The day I was saved, was I believe, my final opportunity. God had been calling me many times over the years and if I had refused Him that day that He may no longer have continued to strive with me. What a thought!!

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Duncan Cambell's Personal Testimony (Part A2)

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I walked out, left the others there praying, and I made my way along the road outside of town, arriving home about three o'clock in the morning. If I prayed one time along that country road, I'm sure I prayed ten times, crying to God to have mercy on me. I saw myself so vile and sinful. Upon arriving at the farm, I found my mother on her knees by the kitchen fire. Oh, thank God for a Christian home! Thank God for Christian parents! Mother couldn't attend the prayer meeting because we had visitors on the farm that night. But she could pray at home. And there she was on her knees by the fireside. I'm sure she too was praying for her wayward son. I went over and told her my story, told her how distressed I was, and asked her to pray for me.

Like a wise woman, she said, “There are visitors with us this evening. Your cousins have come, and there's one occupying the bed in your room. I would suggest that you go out to the barn and tell God what you told me.” I went out to the barn and knelt in the straw prepared for the horses in the morning. I still remember the prayer I uttered. It was in Gaelic. I'm thankful that God understands Gaelic! If He didn't, I wouldn't be saved today; for I had not a word of English then. I prayed, “Oh, God, I know not how to come and I know not, what to do; but, if you'll take me as I am, I'm coming now.” And God, in less time than I take to tell it, swept into my life. It was miraculous! It was supernatural! Never for one minute, since that hour, have I had any occasion to doubt the work that God did that night.

I knew nothing about the doctrine of simply believing, or about this matter of making a decision. My cry was, “God, come into my life!” I was, that night, supernaturally altered, and so supernaturally altered that godliness characterized every part of my being, body, soul, and spirit. On the following Wednesday, I walked seven miles over the hill to attend a prayer meeting. I had aspirations and longings of the soul that found expression in being at prayer meeting. Shortly after my conversion, I found myself along with many others, on the battlefields of Flanders, a soldier in the king's army.

It wasn't long before I discovered powers resident within me that were fighting against my desire for godliness and holiness -- a power well entrenched in my nature. A power that battled my best endeavors. And with the Apostle Paul I frequently cried, “Oh wretched man that I am, who shall deliver me from this body of death? The good that I would, I cannot do, the evil that I hate, that I do.” Yet, in the midst of it all, I knew that I had entered into a saving and covenant relationship with God, and that He had entered into a saving and covenant relationship with me. I knew that. And yet -- Oh, the law of the spirit of life fighting the law of the spirit of death!

However, the day came when that was changed, and changed under very strange circumstances. I found myself severely wounded in a cavalry charge outside of Amiens -- the last cavalry charge of the British army, April 12, 1918. It is a terrible thing to be in a cavalry charge when machine guns are leveled at you, firing five and six hundred rounds-a-minute. That was what we had to face on that fearful morning. I lay wounded on the battlefield; the blood was flowing freely; I believed I was dying. I was very conscious of my unfitness to appear before the judge of all the earth. Two things troubled me: I felt so unpure, and I knew that I hadn't helped any soul to find the Saviour. We had often sung on the farm: [...continued?]

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Jesus Loves Me -- and I Love Jesus

Sociology professor Anthony Campolo recalls a deeply moving incident that happened in a Christian junior high camp where he served. One of the campers, a boy with spastic paralysis, was the object of heartless ridicule. When he would ask a question, the boys would deliberately answer in a halting, mimicking way.

One night his cabin group chose him to lead the devotions before the entire camp. It was one more effort to have some “fun” at his expense. Unashamedly the spastic boy stood up, and in his strained, slurred manner -- each word coming with enormous effort -- he said simply, “Jesus loves me -- and I love Jesus!” That was all.

Conviction fell upon those juniorhighers. Many began to cry. Revival gripped the camp. Years afterward, Campolo still meets men in the ministry who came to Christ because of that testimony.

Astronauts Fervently Lived For God

Astronauts Rick Husband and Michael Anderson were remembered in their home church Feb. 2, 2003, as men who fervently lived for God more than having achieved their childhood dreams of space flight.

Husband, 45, commander of the Space Shuttle Columbia, and payload commander Anderson, 43, were among the seven astronauts killed Feb. 1 when the spacecraft broke apart and disintegrated over north Texas just 16 minutes from their landing in Florida.

Both astronauts attended Grace Community Church, an interdenominational church in the southeastern Houston suburb of Clear Lake.

“Rick and Mike were men who fervently lived for God,” senior pastor Steve Riggle told thousands of mourners at three morning services Feb. 2, the AP reported. “We celebrate they are in the hands of the Lord.”

Husband, father of a son and a daughter, sang in the choir at Grace Community and led a weekly prayer group for fathers called “Dads in the Gap,” executive pastor Garrett Booth told The Washington Post. He had been a member for eight years.

Anderson, married with two daughters, had been at the church for four years. Although described as “kind of quiet,” The Post reported that Anderson -- one of a few African American astronauts -- was aware of his status as a role model. The newspaper said he often spoke at schools, encouraging students to follow their dreams.

Video tapes of both men recorded before their Columbia mission were played during the Feb. 2 services at Grace Community Church.

“If I ended up at the end of my life having been an astronaut, but having sacrificed my family along the way or living my life in a way that didn't glorify God, then I would look back on it with great regret,” Husband said on the video. “Having become an astronaut would not really have mattered all that much.

“And I finally came to realize that what really meant the most to me was to try and live my life the way God wanted me to and to try and be a good husband to Evelyn and to be a good father to my children.”

Anderson's tape included a mention that both he and Husband had faced a lot of challenges during their training.

“Rick and I both feel we were put on this mission for a reason and we have tried to meet all those challenges with prayer,” Anderson said in his video.

“Through these days of tragedy there comes, somehow, the light of triumph,” Riggle told the congregation, according to the Houston Chronicle. “I don't think you have one without the other, unless when tragedy comes, you quit.”

Recounting visits with the wives of both victims the evening the disaster occurred, Riggle told of Evelyn Husband showing the pastor documents her late husband had to sign in case of something tragic happening on the mission.

At the bottom of the documents, Husband wrote a special note to his pastor which said, “Tell them about Jesus. He means everything to me,” Riggle recounted.

Many Johnson Space Center employees wore their identification badges on lanyards around their necks to the services, the Chronicle reported.

Members of the Grace Community choir had an especially difficult time dealing with the absence of their famous member, posting a picture of Husband in his uniform in the choir room and sharing brief remembrances before turning to the task of comforting the congregation, the newspaper reported.

They described him as a warm and caring man with a beautiful voice, the newspaper reported. Husband had sung a solo on the church's recording, “Rise Up and Praise Him,” and had participated in numerous Christmas and Easter productions.

While much of the spotlight fell on Sunday services held the day after the tragedy shocked the nation, the newspaper reported that Grace Community opened its doors all day Feb. 1 to members of the community who wanted to share their grief.

“Rick Husband is probably the godliest man I've ever met,” Steve O'Donohoe, one of the church's ministers and a close friend of the astronaut, told Crosswalk.com during a phone interview Feb. 1. “He was such a lover of God and a worker for God, a kind person to everyone else. He's the type of person everyone wants to be like. His wife is the same way.”

O'Donohue noted, “The only time Rick was not at church is when he was doing NASA business.”

The minister, referencing Anderson as well, said, “I know this much, I know that Rick and Mike are in heaven. I'm just sad because they are not with me. But we'll be together again someday. I know that it would have been better for us for Rick and Mike to live, but they're with Jesus now, and that's better for them.”

Husband had told the Fresno Bee in an interview, “I am a strong believer and a Christian,” while training for the mission at the Johnson Space Center. “I look out that window at what a beautiful creation God has made.”

Executive pastor Booth told The Post that Husband had a personable quality and was eager to sign autographs for children at church events. “Even with all the successes, you could sit down and talk to him for a few minutes and feel like he was one of the guys,” Booth said.

In an official pre-flight interview with the National Aeronautics and Space Administration (NASA), Husband said, “... I think apart from NASA, the most enjoyable part of my life has been my time with my family. And, if you think about, probably, the pinnacle or the most exciting or memorable events, I would say probably my marriage and then the birth of our two children, and being there with my wife, and just the awesome experience of seeing a baby come into the world. And just being so overwhelmed with God's goodness in blessing us with two wonderful children.”

Husband listed singing as one of his hobbies, going back to when he sang in the church choir as a boy. He sang throughout his formative years, joined the Texas Tech choir in college, participated in barbershop singing and then began singing at his Houston-area church.

Husband said he enjoys singing a song “if it's something that you really think is a beautiful song and you can really belt it out, or sing it with the kind of precision that's necessary to sing, just depending on the type of song it is. ... I think [it] gives you a feeling of teamwork with the other members of the choir. It also gives you a feeling of almost release, in my particular case, because, it's, I'd say, very relaxing.

“And then, especially with some of the songs that we sing in church, just being able to sing a song to tell God how much I love him, it just feels great. It really does. And I think it's probably almost as good as exercising.”

Anderson, in his pre-flight interview with NASA, said hundreds of people had inspired and influenced him during his life. He listed his parents, teachers and ministers as examples.

“The people that you just came into contact with at the right time that just may have said something that turned a light on in your head and led you down a certain path,” Anderson said. “You know, those people you really just can't thank enough.

“And as you look back at your life, there are just a million different things that have happened, just in the right way, to allow you to make your dreams come true. And you know, someone has all that under control.”

Anderson's life also was celebrated in Spokane, Wash., at a small Baptist church he attend as a child and where his parents still worship.

“He was a young man who would always think deep,” the pastor, Freeman Simmons said of Anderson, according to the AP. “He never said much. ... He would listen to what I said, especially scientific things.”

Anderson's mother, Barbara, interviewed on CBS' “Early Show” Feb. 3, recounted, “He told me some years ago the word 'can't' should be taken out of the dictionary because there wasn't nothing that can't be done.”

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Birder Says He Saw Rare Woodpecker Ivory-billed Woodpecker

Some call forestry student David Kulivan delusional, others pathological. Kulivan knew his testimony could make him look like a fool. He gave it anyway. He insists he's seen the ivory-billed woodpecker, one of the most majestic birds ever known - and widely believed to have been extinct for decades.

"There was a lot of scrutiny and I'm glad because I'm skeptical about these things as well," says Kulivan, who studies at Louisiana State University. "I don't take a sighting, especially of an ivory bill, lightly. If I wasn't absolutely positive of what I saw, I never would have opened my mouth."

Kept quiet at first, Kulivan's account has caused a considerable squawk in the bird-watching community. Birders, as they are known, compile "life lists" of birds they've seen far and wide, sometimes on several continents. The ivory-billed woodpecker, with sleek white stripes running down the back of its largely black body and its distinctive ivory-white beak - and the male with its red crest and arching red plume on its head - would go to the top of the list for many birders.

"Somebody described this as the Holy Grail of birding," says Steve Shively, a Louisiana Department of Wildlife and Fisheries official. "I read an e-mail from one guy saying he really didn't believe the sighting, thought the guy was deluded but agreed if the bird were there he would trade every bird on his life list for that one."

Shively estimates that if the sighting were confirmed, tens of thousands of bird enthusiasts from around the country, even the world, would try to pour into the thick and uninviting swampland that forms the Pearl River wildlife refuge about 30 miles north of New Orleans. "There probably would be something we'd have to do, maybe get enforcement agents out there to possibly limit people in the area at one time," Shively says.

Top area ornithologists who have interviewed Kulivan are impressed with the detail he provided, enough so to have joined several later expeditions to Pearl River. "He had a much better grasp than a simple description and picture from a bird book," says LSU professor Vernon Wright. "I know David from class. He is real conscientious and is not going to make up a story like that."

"I deal with several ivory bill sightings per year, and this one intrigued me especially because it included a lot of detail the normal ivory bill fantasy does not contain," adds Van Remsen, an LSU ornithology professor. "I warned him he'd be treated as if he'd seen a UFO or Bigfoot. I sicced my best attack dogs on him and we all came out believers."

Kulivan does not consider himself a birder. The day he claims to have seen the ivory bill - April 1, 1999 (he insists this is not an April Fool's joke) - he was turkey hunting. Dressed in camouflage, he sat quietly waiting for a gobbler when a pair of woodpeckers landed on a water oak about 25 yards away.

Many believe Kulivan saw pileated woodpeckers, which are about the same size and fairly prevalent in the area. They look similar enough that numerous false ivory bill reports come in every year from people who, following interviews with experts, are found to have all but certainly seen pileateds.

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Do people believe our testimony? Can we back it up with something substantial? Or are we inventing woodpeckers out of thin air?

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Amazing Grace

1. Amazing grace—how sweet the sound—

That saved a wretch like me!

I once was lost but now am found,

Was blind but now I see.

2. `Twas grace that taught my heart to fear,

And grace my fears relieved;

How precious did that grace appear

The hour I first believed!

3. Through many dangers, toils and snares

I have already come;

`Tis grace hath brought me safe thus far,

And grace will lead me home.

4. When we've been there ten thousand years

Bright shining as the sun,

We’ve no less days to sing God’s praise

Than when we'd first begun.

[Tune “Amazing Grace”]

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Christ and the Puzzle

Keith Miller, in his book, A Second Touch, tells of a business man who one night turned his life over to Jesus Christ. After struggling along on his own strength, the next morning he was late for his train. In his hurry, he bumped into a small boy with a puzzle in his hand, scattering the puzzle pieces across the sidewalk. Instead of rushing on, he stopped, stooped down and helped pick up the puzzle while the train moved out of the station.

After he had finished, the little lad looked up into his face and asked, "Mister, are you Jesus?" Then said the man, "I realized that at least in some small way, Christ truly was in my heart."

What witness of Christ shows through your life?

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Slain For His Rejected Testimony

A North American Indian returned to his tribe to recount the wonders he had witnessed in the white man's capitol city, Washington, D.C. His fellow tribesmen listened to him with doubt, until he declared that he had seen the white people attach a great ball to a canoe and so rise into the clouds and travel the heavens. This was pronounced to be an impossibility, and a young warrior, in a paroxysm of anger, leveled a rifle at his head and shot him dead on the spot, as too great a liar to be permitted to live.

Even thus, multitudes have, in deep spiritual ignorance, rejected the truth of the gospel and put to death many who have borne witness of its power and accomplishments in their own lives.

--Dictionary Of Illustrations

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He Keeps Me Singing

[For the sad origin of this song, see HolwickID #28656]

1. There’s within my heart a melody

Jesus whispers sweet and low:

Fear not, I am with thee, peace, be still,

In all of life’s ebb and flow.

Chorus

Jesus, Jesus, Jesus,

Sweetest name I know,

Fills my every longing,

Keeps me singing as I go.

2. All my life was wrecked by sin and strife,

Discord filled my heart with pain;

Jesus swept across the broken strings,

Stirred the slumbering chords again.

3. Feasting on the riches of His grace,

Resting neath His sheltering wing,

Always looking on His smiling face,

That is why I shout and sing.

4. Though sometimes He leads through waters deep,

Trials fall across the way,

Though sometimes the path seems rough and steep,

See His footprints all the way.

5. Soon He’s coming back to welcome me

Far beyond the starry sky;

I shall wing my flight to worlds unknown;

I shall reign with Him on high.

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A Greater Allegiance

Romans 1:16

Every Christian ought to be ready to stand up courageously and unashamedly for the Lord. How inconsistent that a person redeemed by the blood of Christ experiencing saving power should cower before an unbelieving world!

On one occasion Frederick the Great invited some notable people to his royal table, including his top-ranking generals. One of them by the name of Hans von Zieten declined the invitation because he wanted to take communion at his church.

Some time later at another banquet Frederick and his guests mocked the general for his religious scruples and made jokes about the Lord's supper. In great peril of his life, the officer stood to his feet and said respectfully to the monarch, “My lord, there is a greater King than you, a King to whom I have sworn allegiance even unto death. I am a Christian man, and I cannot sit quietly as the Lord's name is dishonored and His character belittled.”

The guests trembled in silence, knowing that von Zieten might be killed. But to their surprise, Frederick grasped the hand of this courageous man, asked his forgiveness, and requested that he remain. He promised that he would never again allow such a travesty to be made of sacred things. (Romans 1:16)

What Is Lost

When wealth is lost, nothing is lost;

When health is lost, something is lost;

When character is lost, all is lost.

-- Anonymous, Quoted by Ted W. Engstrom in Integrity.

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Strong Finish

John 3:3

The cell door slammed, shutting out all my expectations for the future. Having lived in care of the local authority and serving two months in a detention centre I was now about to do a stretch in Borstal [Prison]. The first three weeks of my sentence began in H.M.P. Winson Green. I was in the big house. Looking up at the bars, which fortified the window of my cell, I began to ask myself some searching questions. 'Will I ever get out of this place?' 'Could I possibly settle down, or would it always be like this?' The answers to my questions resounded in the negative. Lying on my bed in solitary confinement, I recalled how a neighbour once branded me as 'the scum of the earth'. I also pictured the faces of those who told me, 'you will never learn'. 'You are going to be in and out of prison for the rest of your life.' I conceded that my critics were right. I was a juvenile delinquent without any prospects.

THE BUTLINS MYTH

Like most, I believed any correction centre with sports facilities, colour television and similar privileges characterised a holiday camp. My naive perception was about to be refined. In my adolescence I was detained at seven institutions. Three of them were open, the others were closed. In each of these establishments I encountered some form of upheaval. I think of those inmates who without knowing consumed food and drink laced with human spit. I recall an incident when prison officers set up some detainees. They were systematically released out of their cells and beaten up in the showers by other inmates. I happened to be present on a remand wing when self-abusers slashed their wrists and attempted suicide. These people were otherwise known as 'crack-ups'. On the inside I discovered that ethnic abuse and violence was always prevalent. Bullying amongst inmates was the norm. One prisoner was overpowered and held down in his cell. His attackers then proceeded to scrub his shins to the bone, with a scrubbing brush. I came to the conclusion that doing time was no vacation. Borstal was the climax of my institutional life. Following my release the numbers 584114 and 535057 have since been tattooed on my mind. All offending inmates are given numbers for administrative purposes. I have not been able to forget my numerical identity.

TURNING OVER A NEW LEAF

Back out on Civi Street, I was determined to go straight. Despite the untimely death of my father, I began to adjust and find a place in the world. Before my eighteenth birthday I successfully applied for a job with a turf accountant. Of course I lied to get it. I was only seventeen at the time, I pretended to be eighteen. Furthermore, I willfully omitted to inform my employer about my previous convictions. By doing this I got the job as a bookies board marker. My responsibility was to chalk up the results from the horse and dog races. From here on in I took a personal interest in the racing business. I began to have a little flutter. Eventually gambling got a foothold in my life. My week's wages was often lost in a day's betting. In addition to my gambling problem, the area manager found out about my past record. Consequently, I was asked to leave. I was given four weeks notice and promised a good reference.

GIZ A JOB

About the same time I received notification from the betting office, something happened which I thought was unusual. My mother, ignorant of the situation, came home and told me it was time I got a real job. Unexpectedly she proceeded to say that she had arranged an interview on my behalf. I was to apply for the post of a draughtsman with a local company. I laughed at such a stupid notion. I reminded her that I was a semi-literate, ex-con with no trade or formal qualifications. At this my mother threatened me strongly and promised if I did not make an effort I would be kicked out of the house. I realised the only way I could keep the peace was to attend this interview. However, I was puzzled. How did a little sixty three-year-old pensioner, find favour with the boss of this company? How did my mother manage to walk into this factory and create this job opportunity? Little did I know, a higher power had been at work in my circumstances?

I decided to go for the interview that following week. Walking into the reception area the secretary declared. 'If you've come for a job you've missed the boat.' I was relieved. I would not have to step into the shoes of a draughtsman. I knew they would not fit. Just then I was introduced to the works manager. He reluctantly invited me into his office. He told me that he was not expecting me. But he admitted talking to a 'little old lady' asking about a job for her son. The next ten minutes ticked away in silence. I watched with embarrassment as the manager gazed aimlessly through his window. He thoughtfully bit his nails. He thrust his hands behind his back and strutted around his office. I knew he was hesitating about making a decision. The silence broke when he said, 'I'll give you a job as a plater's mate.' I did not know what a plater's mate was supposed to do. But one thing was for sure; I had fallen on my feet by getting a 'real job'.

GOOD TO WORSE

The serendipity into the world of constructional engineering was a Godsend. By now I had a steady girlfriend, independence, and I was working for a living. All was going well until I sustained an injury to my back. This impaired my ability to do manual labour. Subsequently I began to take a lot of time off work. I started to become undisciplined. My gambling addiction intensified. I started to take drugs on a regular basis and supply them to my friends. The parent-son relationship between my mother and me was strained. I was asked to leave the house. I did so. The council offered me a bed-sitter flat. It did not have a proper heating system. I was in need. I accepted the poor accommodation. My life was falling apart once more. Long absences from work, heavy bouts of drinking, compulsive gambling and regular drug taking. I was a thousand and hundreds of pounds in debt. My council landlords were taking me to court because of my extreme rent arrears. This was a bad omen. The last time I appeared in court was for an affray. I thought my courtroom drama had finished. I was mistaken. Old habits die-hard. I was now an irresponsible adult with no prospects.

HANGING ON IN THERE

Awaiting a second operation on my spine I periodically put in some attendance at work. I feared if I got the sack, happiness would be unachievable. No one would employ a twenty five-year-old reprobate, with a criminal record, suffering from ill health. I was under pressure, barely coping. I no longer had the support of my social workers or the persuasive influence of a probation officer. I was struggling alone in this mess convinced no one could help.

SPEAKING MY MIND

It was one of those rare occasions. Much to everyone's surprise I turned up for work on a Monday morning. When break time came around, I sat down in the welding pen drinking a cup of tea talking to a colleague. His name was Roy. I noticed that he took a book out of his locker. Being inquisitive I asked him what he was reading. Roy told me that he was preparing a Sunday school lesson. He was a Christian. I was indignant. I jumped down from the metal bench on which I was sitting, I started to point my finger at Roy, saying, 'I know there's a God, you don't have to tell me.' I also admitted to offending God. On this confession my comments became a little reverent. I said to Roy, 'If I had a wish right now, guess what it would be?' He interrogated and asked, 'What would your wish be?' I explained that, 'I wanted God to take away every bad thing I had done, compress it into a ball and throw it away for ever.' I carried on to say that I was confused about the many religions of the world. 'I wished I could find the true God.' After I had made these remarks, the hooter sounded the workforce back to its duty. Break time was over, Roy and I went back to work. I did not think or ponder on what I had said. It was just like any other conversation I had that day.

STRANGE ENCOUNTERS

I awoke early the next morning. Opening my eyes I could see the sunshine blistering its beams through my bed sitter window. The strength of its rays caused me to squint. The light was unusually bright. I had never seen the sun shine like this before. Arousing myself out of bed, I went into the bathroom, washed and got dressed. That morning I was very emotional. I suddenly burst into tears. I began to weep like I had never wept before. These were strange tears. Along with these tears, the voice of my own mind uttered a bizarre statement, 'Jesus Christ is who He says He is. You must become a Christian.' This experience was so overwhelming I needed to step outside and get a breath of fresh air. Walking along the streets I saw clouds hovering in the blue sky. They grabbed my attention immediately. The clouds appeared to be so low I could have raised my hand and touched them. I had never experienced joyful feelings like these before. I now saw life in 3D for the first time. Describing the event, with the words of John Wesley, 'my heart was strangely warmed. Theologians identify the experience as 'regeneration'. Ridiculers mock and call it, 'seeing the light'. Secular minded people understand it as a 'conversion'. Jesus described it to Nicodemus as being 'born again' (John 3:3,7). In that unforgettable month of May 1985, I cried like a baby and was born into another world. My mother did not get me that plater's job after all. Divine providence led me to that factory. It was there on an industrial shop floor, the Holy Spirit brought me to repentance and saved my soul from hell.

HELLO CHURCH

A couple of days after my conversion, I summoned up the courage to go and visit a nearby chapel. As an unchurched believer, I gate crashed the prayer meeting. I asked the minister to make me into a born again Christian exactly like Cliff Richard. The singer at that time was the only born again Christian I could relate to. I am glad that Cliff and the press did not keep his belief a secret. The minister of the chapel obliged and granted my request. He prayed with me. I now considered myself to be an official Christian.

TRANSFORMATION

My change of heart went beyond an experience. It imparted a difference. The fruits of my being 'born again' soon became evident. I was affected in every way. My girlfriend stated that I was not the same Kevin she knew. She gave me an ultimatum. God or her. I was compelled to choose God. For the first time in my life I was backing an authentic certainty. I placed the reins of my destiny into the hands of the rider of a white horse, who is called faithful and true (Revelation 19:11). This divine jockey Jesus Christ has never failed me yet. Instead the dynamic of my conversion has changed the quality of my life.

For example, I was able to stop smoking instantly. I was pleased about this. I had tried to stop smoking on a number of occasions before. Now I was able to kick the habit without making any effort. The craving for nicotine has gone. Furthermore I quit taking drugs. I told my friends that I would no longer be supplying them with illegal substances. My friends laughed. They suggested I was on a bad trip and my religious experience was just a phase. This was 13 years ago, in 1985. They were wrong. I have not used drugs since.

In a television interview I was asked if my conversion experience may have possibly been drug-induced. I answered the question by explaining that my wife became a Christian at fourteen. She had a conversion experience, but she has never taken an illegal substance. The church I pastor has about eighty members. The majority of which have never taken drugs, but they too have had a life changing experience with Jesus Christ. Some drug-takers have become Christians. But many Christians have never been drug-takers. It has also been suggested that my experience may have been a nervous breakdown, however someone who has a nervous breakdown is unable to cope with life. My conversion to Christ produced the opposite effect. Since my conversion I have been able to excel in life. I have gained the capacity to cooperate with others and sustain loving relationships. Furthermore I now have a disciplined intelligence. Before I became a Christian I had not read a book, I was virtually unlettered. But now I read widely and have a personal library of one thousand books. I have written articles for Challenge newspaper and Joy magazine. My conversion to Christ has also given me a respect for morality and equipped me with leadership skills that I did not have before. But most of all, since turning to faith in Christ I have gained a real sense of the meaning of life. It is true to say that I am enthusiastic about my faith, but that enthusiasm comes from a sound mind.

My parental relationship with my mother has long been reconciled. I was with her when she died peacefully aged 82. Months before her death mom prayed the sinner's prayer with me and asked Jesus to be her Saviour too. One birthday she gave me the money to purchase the complete works of the puritan writer John Owen. She wrote an inscription in volume one, which says,

'A present with joy and love to Kevin in appreciation of study etc which has been extremely hard work to the lad. From his loving and surprised, thankful mom. God works in mysterious ways his wonders to perform. Mom'.

Furthermore I have experienced a redemption lift in my domestic circumstances. By the grace of God, I have been able to pay off all of my rent arrears. I do not gamble anymore, not even on the lottery! Consequently, I have the financial freedom to buy my own house.

The house is a small centrally heated three-bedroom semi. It is fully carpeted with a utility room, a garden and a garage. It excels my former accommodation. I am grateful for God's provision I am also married, my wife is named Colleen, I love her very much. We have two sons, Joseph and Nathan. God has been true to His word, 'He sets the lonely in families' (Psalms 68:6).

As a teenager I neglected formal education. I am pleased to say God has restored some of the school years, which the locusts have eaten. I was privileged to study at the Birmingham Bible Institute in 1988-1990. I obtained a certificate in theology and a GCSE in English. Modest qualifications I know, but at that time, a personal best.

Now I no longer wonder through life, I am conscious that I'm on an exciting journey. In my years of full time Christian ministry I have endured some unpleasant moments and severe trials. But in the midst of difficulties, God's hand of encouragement lifts me safely over the hurdles. I wish I had become a Christian sooner, but even this regret is compensated. Jesus said, 'There are those who are last who will be first.' Luke 13:30. This is a blessed principle. The dying thief on the cross was a no-hopper. He was making his last will and testament. But with Christ he came through to repentance, won forgiveness and picked up the prize of eternal life. Jesus Christ has given me peace for the past, grace for the present and hope for the future. He can do the same for you.

Kevin Coley (Revised on 16th April 1999)

CHURCH:

Dudley Christian Fellowship, Salop Street, Dudley, West Midlands England Tel: 01384 239222 Or Tel 0961 801418 e-mail pastorkevinandcolleen@cableinet.co.uk

THREE STEPS TO BECOMING A CHRISTIAN

1. Recognise that you are a sinner and that there is nothing that you can do about it. 'All have sinned and fall short of the glory of God' (ROM 3:23, RSV) Jesus Christ is the standard that God has set for each one of us to attain. Turning over a new leaf will not work.

2. Turn from your sin and turn to Jesus Christ. 'He himself bore our sins in His body on the tree, that we might die to sin and live to righteousness. His wounds have healed you.' (1 Peter 2:24, RSV) God only requires from you the honesty to admit that you are morally and spiritually a failure. You can come to Christ just as you are. 3. Commit yourself. 'Jesus Christ, I believe and trust you, I believe you did for me, I give you all my sin and guilt. Thank you for forgiving me, I open myself to you. Come in now as my King and Saviour, and take charge of my life. Thank you, Amen.' And finally, if you have found Christ don't keep it a secret, go and tell somebody. E. Delve.

PROFILE

Kevin Coley is the Pastor of Dudley Christian Fellowship, West Midlands, England. He was converted to Christ in May 1985. Kevin studied at the Birmingham Bible Institute 1988-90 and worked with Sedgley Full Gospel Church 1989-92, and Bloxwich New Life Centre 1992-94. Kevin writes a bimonthly evangelistic column for Challenge newspaper, and pens monthly articles for Joy magazine. Kevin is married to Colleen; they have two sons, Joseph and Nathan. The family resides in Kingswinford. Kevin's aim in life is to encourage as many people as possible on the basis of his Christian faith.

CHURCH: Dudley Christian Fellowship, Salop Street, Dudley, West Midlands England Tel: 01384 239222 Or Tel 0961 801418 e-mail pastorkevinandcolleen@cableinet.co.uk.

Strong Finish

Kevin Coley

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Testimony of George W. Bush

The founder of a national WEB devotional site asked the candidates in the 2000 election to send in their testimonies. Here is the testimony of George W. Bush, including the political coloring.

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Actually, the seeds of my decision had been planted the year before, by the Reverend Billy Graham. He visited my family for a summer weekend in Maine. I saw him preach at the small summer church, St. Ann's by the Sea. We all had lunch on the patio overlooking the ocean. One evening my dad asked Billy to answer questions from a big group of family gathered for the weekend. He sat by the fire and talked. And what he said sparked a change in my heart. I don't remember the exact words. It was more the power of his example. The Lord was so clearly reflected in his gentle and loving demeanor.

The next day we walked and talked at Walker's Point, and I knew I was in the presence of a great man. He was like a magnet; I felt drawn to seek something different. He didn't lecture or admonish; he shared warmth and concern. Billy Graham didn't make you feel guilty; he made you feel loved. Over the course of that weekend, Reverend Graham planted a mustard seed in my soul, a seed that grew over the next year. He led me to the path, and I began walking. It was the beginning of a change in my life. I had a always been a "religious" person, had regularly attended church, even taught Sunday School and served as an altar boy. But that weekend my faith took on a new meaning. It was the beginning of a new walk where I would commit my heart to Jesus Christ.

I was humbled to learn that God sent His Son to die for a sinner like me. I was comforted to know that through the Son, I could find God's amazing grace, a grace that crosses every border, every barrier and is open to everyone. Through the love of Christ's life, I could understand the life-changing powers of faith. When I returned to Midland, I began reading the Bible regularly. Don Evans talked me into joining him and another friend, Don Jones, at a men's Community Bible study. The group had first assembled the year before, in Spring of 1984, at the beginning of the downturn in the energy industry. Midland was hurting. A lot of people were looking for comfort and strength and direction. A couple of men started the Bible study as a support group, and it grew. By the time I began attending, in the fall of 1985, almost 120 men would gather. We met in small discussion groups of ten or twelve, then joined the larger group for full meetings. Don Jones picked me up every week for the meetings. I remember looking forward to them. My interest in reading the Bible grew stronger and stronger, and the words became clearer and more meaningful. We studied Acts, the story of the Apostles building the Christian Church, and next year, the Gospel of Luke. The preparation for each meeting took several hours, reading the Scripture passages and thinking through responses to discussion questions. I took it seriously, with my usual touch of humor.

Laura and I were active members of the First Methodist Church of Midland, and we participated in many family programs, including James Dobson's Focus on the Family series on raising children. As I studied and learned, Scripture took on greater meaning, and gained confidence and understanding in my faith. I read the Bible regularly. Don Evans gave me the "one-year" Bible, a Bible divided into 365 daily readings, each one including a section from the New Testament, the Old Testament, Psalms, and Proverbs. I read through that Bible every other year. During the years in between, I pick different chapters to study at different times.

I have also learned the power of prayer. I pray for guidance. I do not pray for earthly things, but for heavenly things, for wisdom and patience and understanding. My faith gives me focus and perspective. It teaches humility. But I also recognize that faith can be misinterpreted in the political process. Faith is an important part of my life. I believe it is important to live my faith, not flaunt it. America is a great country because of our religious freedoms.

It is important for any leader to respect the faith of others. That point was driven home when Laura and I visited Israel in 1998. We had traveled to Rome to spend Thanksgiving with our daughter, who was attending a school program there, and spent three days in Israel on the way home. It was an incredible experience. I remember waking up at the Jerusalem Hilton and opening the curtains and seeing the Old City before us, the Jerusalem stone glowing gold. We visited the Western Wall and the Church of the Holy Sepulcher. And we went to the Sea of Galilee and stood atop the hill where Jesus delivered the Sermon on the Mount. It was an overwhelming feeling to stand in the spot where the most famous speech in the history of the world was delivered, the spot where Jesus outlined the character and conduct of a believer and gave his disciples and the world the beatitudes, the golden rule, and the Lord's Prayer.

Our delegation included four gentile governors-one Methodist, two Catholics, and a Mormon, and several Jewish-American friends.Someone suggested we read Scripture. I chose to read "Amazing Grace," my favorite hymn. Later that night we all gathered at a restaurant in Tel Aviv for dinner before we boarded our middle-of-night flight back to America. We talked about the wonderful experiences and thanked the guides and government officials who had introduced us to their country. And toward the end of the meal, one of our friends rose to share a story, to tell us how he, a gentile, and his friend, a Jew, had (unbeknownst to the rest of us) walked down to the Sea of Galilee, joined hands underwater, and prayed together, on bended knee. Then out of his mouth came a hymn he had known as a child, a hymn he hadn't thought about in years. He got every word right: Now is the time approaching, by prophets long foretold, when all shall dwell together, One Shepherd and one fold. Now Jew and gentile, meeting, from many a distant shore, around an altar kneeling, one common Lord.

Faith changes lives. I know, because faith has changed mine. I could not be governor if I did not believe in a divine plan that supersedes all human plans. Politics is a fickle business. Polls change. Today's friend is tomorrow's adversary. People lavish praise and attention. Many times it is genuine; sometimes it is not. Yet I build my life on a foundation that will not shift. My faith frees me. Frees me to put the problem of the moment in proper perspective. Frees me to make decisions that others might not like. Frees me to try to do the right thing, even though it may not poll well... The death penalty is a difficult issue for supporters as well as its opponents. I have a reverence for life; my faith teaches that life is a gift from our Creator. In a perfect world, life is given by God and only taken by God. I hope someday our society will respect life, the full spectrum of life, from the unborn to the elderly. I hope someday unborn children will be protected by law and welcomed in life. I support the death penalty because I believe, if administered swiftly and justly, capital punishment is a deterrent against future violence and will save other innocent lives. Some advocates of life will challenge why I oppose abortion yet support the death penalty. To me, it's the difference between innocence and guilt.

Today, two weeks after Jeb's inauguration, in my church in downtown Austin, Pastor Mark Craig, was telling me that my re-election was the first Governor to win back-to-back, four-year terms in the history of the State of Texas. It was a beginning, not an end.... People are starved for faithfulness. He talked of the need for honesty in government. He warned that leaders who cheat on their wives will cheat their country, will cheat their colleagues, will cheat themselves. Pastor Craig said that America is starved for honest leaders. He told the story of Moses, asked by God to lead his people to a land of milk and honey. Moses had a lot of reasons to shirk the task. As the Pastor told it, Moses' basic reaction was, "Sorry, God, I'm busy. I've got a family. I've got sheep to tend. I've got a life. "Who am I that I should go to Pharaoh, and bring the sons of Israel out of Egypt? The people won't believe me, he protested. I'm not a very good speaker. Oh, my Lord, send, I pray, some other person," Moses pleaded. But God did not, and Moses ultimately did His bidding, leading his people through forty years of wilderness and wandering, relying on God for strength and direction and inspiration." People are starved for leadership, "Pastor Craig said, "starved for leaders who have ethical and moral courage." "It is not enough to have an ethical compass to know right from wrong," he argued. "America needs leaders who have the moral courage to do what is right for the right reason. It's not always easy or convenient for leaders to step forward," he acknowledged. "Remember, even Moses had doubts."

"He was talking to you," my mother later said. The pastor was, of course, talking to all of us, challenging each one of us to make the most of our lives, to assume the mantle of leadership and responsibility wherever we find it. He was calling on us to use whatever power we have, in business, in politics, in our communities, and in our families, to do good for the right reason. And his sermon spoke directly to my heart and my life.

There was no magic moment of decision. After talking with my family during the Christmas holidays, then hearing this rousing sermon, to make most of every moment, during my inaugural church service, I gradually felt more comfortable with the prospect of a presidential campaign. My family would love me, my faith would sustain me, no matter what.

During the more than half century of my life, we have seen an unprecedented decay in our American culture, a decay that has eroded the foundations of our collective values and moral standards of conduct. Our sense of personal responsibility has declined dramatically, just as the role and responsibility of the federal government have increased. The changing culture blurred the sharp contrast between right and wrong and created a new standard of conduct: "If it feels good, do it." And "if you've got a problem, blame somebody else." "Individuals are not responsible for their actions," the new culture has said. "We are all victims of forces beyond our control." We have gone from a culture of sacrifice and saving to a culture obsessed with grabbing all the gusto. We went from accepting responsibility to assigning blame. As government did more and more, individuals were required to do less and less. The new culture said: "If people were poor, the government should feed them. If someone had no house, the government should provide one. If criminals are not responsible for their acts, then the answers are not prisons, but social programs.... "

For our culture to change, it must change one heart, one soul, and one conscience at a time. Government can spend money, but it cannot put hope in our hearts or a sense of purpose in our lives. But government should welcome the active involvement of people who are following a religious imperative to love their neighbors through after-school programs, child care, drug treatment, maternity group homes, and a range of other services. Supporting these men and women - the soldiers in the armies of compassion is the next bold step of welfare reform, because I know that changing hearts will change our entire society.

During the opening months of my presidential campaign, I have traveled our country and my heart has been warmed. My experiences have reinvigorated my faith in the greatness of Americans. They have reminded me that societies are renewed from the bottom up, not the top down. Everywhere I go, I see people of love and faith, taking time to help a neighbor in need... These people and thousands like them are the heart and soul and greatness of America. And I want to do my part. I am running for President because I believe America must seize this moment, America must lead. We must give our prosperity a greater purpose, a purpose of peace and freedom and hope. We are a great nation of good and loving people. And together, we have a charge to keep."

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from Email · Tabernacle of Praise <top.in.ada@juno.com> via Kerux Sermon and Illustration Database politicsdecision

The Conversion of A Paratrooper

Loran Bulla hated God when he was young. In high school he was a hard-headed atheist. He once ran into a lady in a church parking lot and taunted her, "How do you believe in a God you can't see? You must be nuts." In 1971 he enlisted in the Army and joined the Airborne. The morale in the Army was very low at that time and his own life reflected it. He was a smart alec and got into some serious trouble. He could see himself going down a path of destruction. He should have gone to jail but he "dodged the bullet."

In this time of personal upheaval he came across the album "Jesus Christ Superstar." He bought it. Although many Christians found it controversial, Loran found it depicted a Jesus that was different than the wimpy religious leader he had thought he was. He sheepishly asked a chaplain's assistant (whom he detested) for a Bible and received a soldier's Gideon New Testament.

A month later Loran decided he had to talk to God. One starry night he walked through the woods to a clearing. He fell to his knees and talked to God. "God, I've been reading about your son. I've been wrong. God, I don't want to be apart from you anymore." He knew in his heart he had been heard and he sensed God's presence and peace. His life began changing dramatically and today he himself is a chaplain in the Army. He credits the Word of God for his conversion.

from Gideon Banquet; Wayne, New Jersey · Major Loran Bulla via Kerux Sermon and Illustration Database testimonybible

Got Any Rivers

Got any rivers

you think are uncrossable?

Got any mountains

you can't tunnel through?

God specializes

in things thought impossible,

He does the things

others cannot do!

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from Praise! Singspiration Music, Zondervan · Oscar Eliason © 1945 Youth For Christ, Renewal 1973 Singspiration via Kerux Sermon and Illustration Database testimonytrials

I Can Do All Things

I can do all things

Through Christ who strengtheneth me!

I can do all things

Through Christ who strengtheneth me!

Day by day, hour by hour,

I am kept by His pow'r:

I can do all things

Through Christ who strengtheneth me!

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from Praise! Singspiration Music, Zondervan · Homer W. Grimes (1894- ) (music Only?) © 1979 Singspiration via Kerux Sermon and Illustration Database testimonyvictory

Something Beautiful

Something beautiful, Something good—

All my confusion He understood;

All I had to offer Him was brokenness and strife,

But He made Something beautiful of my life.

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from Praise! Singspiration Music, Zondervan · Gloria Gaither © 1971 William J. Gaither via Kerux Sermon and Illustration Database

Since Jesus Came Into My Heart

1. What a wonderful change in my life has been wrought

Since Jesus came into my heart!

I have light in my soul for which long I have sought

Since Jesus came into my heart!

Chorus

Since Jesus came into my heart,

Since Jesus came into my heart,

Floods of joy o’er my soul

Like the sea billows roll,

Since Jesus came into my heart.

2. I have ceased from my wand’ring and going astray,

Since Jesus came into my heart!

And my sins, which were many, are all washed away,

Since Jesus came into my heart!

3. I shall go there to dwell in that City, I know,

Since Jesus came into my heart!

And I’m happy, so happy, as onward I go,

Since Jesus came into my heart!

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from Praise! Singspiration Music, Zondervan · Rufus Henry McDaniel (1850-1940) ©1914, Renewal 1942 the Rodeaver Co via Kerux Sermon and Illustration Database testimony

I Will Sing of My Redeemer

1. I will sing of my Redeemer

And His wondrous love to me;

On the cruel cross He suffered,

From the curse to set me free.

Chorus

Sing, O sing of my Redeemer

With His blood He purchased me;

On the cross He sealed my pardon,

Paid the debt and made me free.

2. I will tell the wondrous story,

How, my lost estate to save,

In His boundless love and mercy,

He the ransom freely gave.

3. I will praise my dear Redeemer,

His triumphant pow’r I’ll tell,

How the victory He giveth

Over sin and death and hell.

4. I will sing of my Redeemer

And His heav’nly love to me;

He from death to life hath brought me,

Son of God with Him to be.

[alternate tune “Hyfrydol”]

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from Praise! Singspiration Music, Zondervan · Philip Paul Bliss (1836-1876) via Kerux Sermon and Illustration Database redemptiontestimony

Redeemed

1. Redeemed—how I love to proclaim it!

Redeemed by the blood of the Lamb!

Redeemed through His infinite mercy,

His child, and forever, I am.

Chorus

Redeemed, redeemed,

Redeemed by the blood of the Lamb;

Redeemed, redeemed,

His child, and forever, I am.

2. Redeemed—and so happy in Jesus,

No language my rapture can tell;

I know that the light of His presence

With me does continually dwell.

3. I think of my blessed Redeemer,

I worship Him all the day long;

I sing for I cannot be silent!

His love is the theme of my song.

4. I know I shall see in His beauty

The King in whose law I delight,

Who lovingly guards all my footsteps

And gives to me songs in the night.

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from Praise! Singspiration Music, Zondervan · Fanny (frances) Jane Crosby (1820–1915) via Kerux Sermon and Illustration Database testimony

My Saviour's Love

Luke 22:42

1. I stand amazed in the presence

Of Jesus the Nazarene,

And wonder how he could love me,

A sinner, condemned, unclean.

Chorus

How marvelous! How wonderful!

And my song shall ever be:

How marvelous! How wonderful

Is my Saviour’s love for me!

2. For me it was in the garden

He prayed: “Not my will, but thine.”

He had no tears for his own griefs,

But sweat drops of blood for mine.

3. In pity angels beheld him,

And came from the world of light

To comfort him in the sorrows

He bore for my soul that night.

4. He took my sins and my sorrows,

He made them his very own;

He bore the burden to Calvary,

And suffered and died alone.

5. When with the ransomed in glory

His face I at last shall see,

‘Twill be my joy through the ages

To sing of his love for me.

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from Online Bible For Verse 3 · Charles Hutchinson Gabriel (1856-1932) via Kerux Sermon and Illustration Database love for godtestimony

Beyond the Walls

John 4:4

Once upon at time there was a machinist who lived with his wife, his 4-year old son, and his new baby boy in a cheap apartment on the south side of Chicago. He spent a chunk of his meager earnings on alcohol and cigarettes and gambling, and then the bottom dropped out of his life. His baby boy died suddenly at the age of only six months. Crushed by inconsolable grief, this machinist - John was his name - took his one surviving boy to church. Now, John didn't go in. He didn't go to church. But he did wait out in front in his car, smoking his cigarette and reading his Sunday paper. Until the day one of the men of the church looked outside and noticed that man in the car. He didn't wait for John to come in. He went outside to John's car, introduced himself, asked a few questions, and then invited him in. Well, when John said he wasn't dressed for it, the man told him it didn't matter how he was dressed.

The little boy gave his heart to Jesus in that church. And only a few months after he started coming to the men's Bible class, John tearfully walked the aisle on Christmas Eve, accepting Christ's forgiveness for his sins. He would grow in Christ and ultimately he would become a deacon, and then the chairman of the deacons, and an active Christian lay leader. I was the little boy. The machinist in the car in front of the church was my father.

I'm Ron Hutchcraft and I want to have A Word With You today about "Beyond the Walls."

We were the unchurched. We were the lost. But someone went outside the walls of the church to reach my father. Because he did, my father is in heaven today. There are more people than ever like my father - they will never know Christ if we wait for them to come inside the walls of the church. We'll have to go out where they are if they're going to have a chance at heaven.

This is not a new idea. In John 4:4, our word for today from the Word of God, the Bible says, "Jesus had to go through Samaria." It was there that Jesus encountered the woman at the well - and led her out of a life of promiscuity and emptiness into a new life in Christ. And ultimately she went back and told her whole village about Jesus and they all came to Him. John 4 tells us that "many of the Samaritans believed in Him because of the woman's testimony."

Now why did Jesus have to go through Samaria when Jews did everything to avoid going through Samaria. Because Samaria is where you go if you want to reach Samaritans! If we want to follow our Master, we'll need to go where the lost people are. Most of them don't ever plan to go to a religious meeting to listen to a religious speaker talk on a religious subject in a religious place. Which is usually how we go about trying to reach them. It's no wonder they're still lost.

If we want the lost to be at our outreaches, we need to have some of those outreaches in places they will come to - neutral places. And you've been strategically placed right in the middle of some spiritually dying people -you work with them, you live near them, you go to school with them, and you recreate with them. You are God's program for rescuing the lost people who are around you. That's why God placed you there, to save some lives. See, you are already where the spiritually dying people are!

It is very possible that the reason my Dad is in heaven today is because someone went outside the walls to reach him. That may be the only hope for many people in your town, for someone you know, and for someone you love.

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Copyright © Ron Hutchcraft Ministries, Inc., PO Box 400, Harrison, AR 72602. Used by permission. Written by Ron Hutchcraft. 'Practical Answers to Real Life Issues'

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from A Word With You by Ron Hutchcraft #3985 · Ron Hutchcraft via Kerux Sermon and Illustration Database witnessingtestimony

A Sinner Remembered His Father's Holiness

Psalms 71:23

My Testimony

I was born January 1, 1950, in a Mennonite family in Russia. When I was a child, my father was arrested and put in prison for 25 years, because he preached the Gospel of Jesus. But in 1955, a year after Stalin died, he was pardoned. I remember the day my father came home. I was five. A man came into our yard and took me in his arms. It was my father.

When I was ten, my father died. He did not see me become a Christian, but he believed I would. He showed me the way to my LORD when I was a boy but I could not understand the gospel. Instead, I choose my own way. I grew up and became a journalist in the Soviet Press. I exchanged the best habits I got from my Christian parents with smoking, alcohol and women. On this way I got stuck in my life, because I was a sinful man. The devil filled my thoughts with suicide. I criticized other people, thinking my unhappiness must be due to someone else.

I never found a way out until I remembered my father and his holy life. Then I repented and cried. It was a long time from that day until I became a Christian, but it was the beginning of my way to Jesus, to my dear Savior and to my salvation. I began to go to church and to read the Bible. Finally God opened my eyes: It was a great discovery for me to understand that I am a sinner and that Jesus died on the cross to save lost people as I am. In 1978 I became a Christian, was baptized, and became a member of a Mennonite Brethren Church.

In 1981, I was arrested for one month, because I was a Christian. The police dispatched a car named “The Black Raven” to my mother’s house. A few militiamen (Russian Police) put five other Christians and myself into jail. Those were a hard, but interesting days. But it wasn’t child’s play. I was put into the jail with criminals. The KGB (Soviet State Security) tried to make me afraid. But the Lord was on my side and gave me strength. Instead of injuring me, the criminals became my friends. I was able to preach the Good News to them. I told them that Jesus loves them, would forgive all their wrong doings, and set them free from sin.

Over time, I was in several cells with different criminals. One of them said to me respectfully: “Jakob, don’t give up your faith! People with such principles as yours, are very respected at the prison.”

At the jail I spoke about Jesus not only to the criminals, but to the guards too. We were not put in jail by coincidence. The Lord had a plan to test our faith and to give me the opportunity to bear witness for them to the criminals, the militia guard, the officers, the officials and the people on the street and institutions during the forced work.

In 1988 I went with my mother and two siblings to Germany. Since 1992 I have returned several times to former Soviet countries as a missionary. I have been preaching there the Gospel in Cultural Centers, schools and prisons. I have been the editor of the Russian Magazine “Day of Salvation” for several years. I have written six books in Russian and I have also published two collections of testimonies about how people came to God. All of those books were published for mission purposes and about 490,000 already have been circulated for free in Russia, Kazakhstan and Ukraine.

A missionary from Hamburg said he had met a young man who was stuck in his life and wanted to commit suicide. The missionary gave him one of my books of testimonies. The next morning the missionary met the young man again. The young man said to the missionary: “I read this book into the night and wept. I thought, if the Lord forgives those people, he will forgive me too”. So he came to Jesus and was saved.

I have studied English and Hebrew at various schools. In 2007 God gave me a beautiful wife, Helen. In recent years I have been an evangelist among German migrants from Russia in East Germany.

After I became a Christian my life began again and I believe this to be a sign of how Jesus saved and changed the life of a lost sinner. “My lips will shout for joy when I sing praise to you – I, whom you have redeemed” (Psalm 71:23).

Jakob Dyck

Germany

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A Father's testimony to A daughter's courtship

I think you would call my daughter's experience of male/female relationships thoroughly biblical, but I am not sure about what is and is not courtship.

Cathy was friendly with a lot of young people, both male and female, but all relationships were clearly honourable and platonic.

Then, one Valentine's Day, a young man sent Cathy a bunch of roses by Interflora [or was it a bevy of rosellas by InterFauna? ... Aussie joke, sorry.]

This young fellow had apparently done similar things with several young ladies in our church. He was about 10 years older than Cathy, and when she got some flowers from Ian, we didn't even know who Ian was. She went out with him once and had a long talk, but never saw him again.

About 10 months later he married Anne, and although they have both had some illness, I think they are very happy.

Then we started getting phonecalls from Phil, who was working with Cathy in our youth group. After a while it became evident that they were very good friends, and although they began seeing a lot of each other their relationship was so platonic, we wondered if they were normal!

They spent time praying, talking and listening to tapes of sermons from young people's conventions together, and yet seemed so restrained and modest, compared with many of our young people, who seem to be lovey-dovey from the first 30 seconds of their relationship onwards.

After they decided to get engaged, they became a tiny bit more close, physically speaking. [But you could still go into a room and find Phil in one corner and Cathy in another, laughing and chatting away!]

As their marriage approached they became physically closer, but were still very restrained. I never once came into their presence and suffered the slightest embarrassment: I was always welcomed. There was never anything to make me feel uncomfortable at any time.

They got married on 16th January, and I wish that other young people could have seen the way their relationship developed. I have not read "Friends For Life" but I guess that they have captured the author's ideal. It truly was a Christian friendship first.

I am so glad that they did not begin with physical attraction, or blatant sex. I believe that they they have been a wonderful model to the kids they led in youth group. I am very proud of them.

David McKay

from e-mail from David McKay via Kerux Sermon and Illustration Database testimonyabstinence

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A Christian once visited a farmer to talk to him about Christ. "I wouldn't come to church up there." the farmer said. "I know old so and so church goer who claims to be a Christian and So and So who attends church there who claims to be a Christian and they don't live any differently from me. I'm as good as they are."

Everywhere the farmer went he told about the hypocrites in that Church. Months passed and the Christian brother went to see the farmer again.

"I want to buy a hog", said the Christian. The farmer showed all his best hogs to him. Then they came to the runt. "I believe I will take that one" the, Christian said. BUT you don't want that one. He's the worst runt to the litter. "I sure do" said the Christian. So they loaded the runt in the truck. "Now," said the Christian "what if I take this pig here from your farm and ride all over this area telling folks that this is the kind of hogs you raise?"

"That's not fair!" the farmer exclaimed. "I have some nice hogs and you want to show people that runt?!"

To which the Christian replied, "If it's fair for the church it's fair for the hogs!"

Source: Monday Fodder

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A martyr amid the madness

She walked into Columbine High School on Tuesday morning, a promising student. She was carried out more than 24 hours later a Christian martyr.

“Do you believe in God,” one of the heavily armed gunmen asked the shy blond girl reading her Bible in the library while her school was under siege.

“Yes, I believe in God,” she replied in a voice strong enough to be heard by classmates cowering under nearby tables and desks.

The gunman in the long black trench coat laughed. “Why?” he asked mockingly. Then he raised his gun and shot and killed 17-year-old Cassie Bernall.

Accounts of the final moments of Cassie's life echo with the history of early Christendom, when a profession of faith could be a fatal act.

Her story is being told and retold in the church basements, rec rooms, and parish halls where so many of the young survivors of the Columbine massacre have spent the last few days clinging to one another and to their deep religious faith.

In her death, Cassie has become both symbol and prophet, her martyrdom seemingly foretold in a poem written after church services last Sunday. It was discovered on her desk by her younger brother, Chris, Tuesday night when it became clear that she would not be coming home.

Now I have given up on everything else - I have found it to be the only way to really know Christ and to experience the mighty power that brought him back to life again, and to find out what it means to suffer and to die with him. So, whatever it takes I will be one who lives in the fresh newness of life of those who are a live from the dead.

More than any other image from this scene of carnage - more than the flowers deep as the snow in Clement Park, more than the blue and silver ribbons on every lapel - the most affecting is the sight of strapping young men and gracious young women on their knees in prayer everywhere one looks in this prairie suburb at the foothills of the Rocky Mountains.

“We loved Cassie and we will miss her, but we know she is in a better place,” said Ryan Long, who belongs to the youth group at West Bolles Community Church, where Cassie Bernall was an active member. “She died for her faith.”

It was Cassie's grandmother who first called the camera-shy high school junior a martyr, recalled Dave McPherson, the youth group director. “I was with the family Tuesday. They waited all night, praying that she was hiding in a closet. When we first heard from Crystal about Cassie's last words, her grandmother said: `My God, my granddaughter was a martyr.”'

Crystal is Crystal Woodman, a youth group member who, with Cassie, did outreach work among Denver's homeless population. She was hiding with Cassie in the library during the rampage that claimed the lives of 12 students, one teacher, and the two presumed killers, Eric Harris, 18, and Dylan Klebold, 17, both Columbine students. When she heard the exchange between the gunman and Cassie, Crystal was certain of what she was witnessing: Her friend was laying down her life for Jesus.

Of the 200 members of the youth group at West Bolles Community Church, 40 attended Columbine. Among them is a shared certainty that God is using the victims as a vehicle to spread a message of faith. To that end, the teenagers are eager to speak about the circumstances of Cassie's death in hopes of bombarding the secular - some might say godless - media with a religious interpretation of this week's tragic events. Some have even appeared on MTV, which McPherson puts among the corrosive cultural influences that contribute to the hardening of the hearts of so many young people.

The spiritual life of so many of Columbine High's teenagers is evident in the crosses they wear around their necks and the bracelets asking WWJD (What Would Jesus Do?) that they wear on their wrists. Theirs is the largest school-based Bible club in the school district.

But it is not only the children who are finding solace in religion. Cassie's parents, Misty and Brad Bernall, issued a statement last night celebrating their daughter's spiritual courage. “Cassie's response does not surprise us. Cassie's life was rightly centered on Jesus Christ.” The Bernalls appealed to parents to become more involved in the lives of their children. They urged teenagers to find their way to church. “Don't let my daughter's death be for nothing. Make your stand. If you are not in a local church group, try it.”

There is nothing sanctimonious about the faith of these teenagers. They are actively engaged in the world around them. Cassie had told friends recently that she intended to cut her long blond hair so that her silky locks could be made into wigs for children undergoing chemotherapy. At Cassie's funeral on Monday, several pews will be filled with members of Victory Outreach, an inner city storefront church in one of Denver's roughest neighborhoods. Cassie and her friends shared dinner every few weeks with the prostitutes and drug addicts who make up that congregation.

John and Stephen Cohen, brothers who also are members of the youth group, will sing a song for Cassie and the other fallen students at her funeral. The boys said they had completed the guitar music some time ago but had been waiting for inspiration for the lyrics. They found it this week. The song is called: “Columbine, Friend of Mine.”

Chris Duran, pastor of Victory Outreach, said that when he heard Cassie had been slain, he told McPherson, “She graduated, but we still have assignments to complete.”

The last assignment Cassie completed on this earth was a reading that was to have been discussed at a youth group meeting the night she died. The book is called “Seeking Peace.” In a chapter entitled “No Life Without Death,” the author quotes the Gospel of John: “Unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But when it dies, it produces many seeds.”

This story ran on page A01 of the Boston Globe on 04/24/99. Copyright 1999 Globe Newspaper Company.

from Boston Globe · Eileen McNamara via Kerux Sermon and Illustration Database

The Conversion of Charles Spurgeon

Charles Spurgeon was raised in the home of a Congregationalist minister, with a grandfather who was a Congregationalist minister. Both men were godly influences. Charles was much interested in their ministry and their work, but labored under the idea that he must do something to earn his salvation.

Fifteen year-old Spurgeon was on his way to church, but in a bad snowstorm, he turned aside to a Primitive Methodist chapel. Here is Spurgeon's own account of the service:

"The minister did not come that morning; he was snowed up, I suppose. At last a very thin-looking man, a shoemaker, or tailor, or something of that sort, went up to the pulpit to preach. Now it is well that preachers be instructed, but this man was really stupid. He was obliged to stick to his text, for the simple reason that he had little else to say. The text was - `LOOK UNTO ME, AND BE YE SAVED, ALL THE ENDS OF THE EARTH.'

"He did not even pronounce the words rightly, but that did not matter. There was, I thought, a glimmer of hope for me in that text.

"The preacher began thus: `This is a very simple text indeed. It says "Look." Now lookin' don't take a deal of pain. It aint liftin' your foot or your finger; it is just "Look". Well, a man needn't go to College to learn to look. You may be the biggest fool, and yet you can look. A man needn't be worth a thousand a year to look. Anyone can look; even a child can look.

"`But then the text says, "Look unto Me." Ay!' he said in broad Essex, `many on ye are lookin' to yourselves, but it's no use lookin' there. You'll never find any comfort in yourselves. Some say look to God the Father. No, look to Him by-and-by. Jesus Christ says, "Look unto Me." Some on ye say "We must wait for the Spirit's workin." You have no business with that just now. Look to Christ. The text says, "Look unto Me."'

"Then the good man followed up his text in this way: `Look unto Me; I am sweatin' great drops of blood. Look unto Me; I am hangin' on the cross. Look unto Me, I am dead and buried. Look unto Me; I rise again. Look unto Me; I ascend to Heaven. Look unto Me; I am sitting at the Father's right hand. O poor sinner, look unto Me! look unto Me!'

"When he had . managed to spin out about ten minutes or so, he was at the end of his tether. Then he looked at me under the gallery, and I daresay, with so few present, he knew me to be a stranger.

"Just fixing his eyes on me, as if he knew all my heart, he said, `Young man, you look very miserable.' Well, I did, but I had not been accustomed to remarks made from the pulpit on my personal appearance before. However, it was a good blow, struck right home. He continued, `And you will always be miserable - miserable in life and miserable in death - if you don't obey my text; but if you obey it now, this moment, you will be saved.' Then lifting his hands, he shouted, as only a Primitive Methodist could do, `Young man, look to Jesus Christ. Look! Look! Look! You have nothing to do but look and live!'

"I saw at once the way of salvation. I know not what else he said - I did not take much notice of it - I was so possessed with that one new thought. . I had been waiting to do fifty things, but when I heard that word, `Look!' what a charming word it seemed to me. Oh! I looked until I could almost have looked my eyes away.

from Spurgeon's autobiography, quoted in Dallimore, Spurgeon, A New Biography, pp. 18-19 via Kerux Sermon and Illustration Database conversiontestimonyfaith alone

Learning To Lean

Chorus

Learning to lean, learning to lean

I'm learning to lean on Jesus;

Finding more power than I'd ever dreamed,

I'm learning to lean on Jesus.

1. A joy I can't explain is filling my soul

Since the day I met Jesus my King;

His blessed Holy Spirit is leading my way–

He is teaching and I'm learning to lean.

2. There's glorious vict'ry each day now for me

As I dwell in His peace so serene;

He helps me with each task if only I ask–

Ev'ry day now I am learning to lean.

*

from Praise! Singspiration Music, Zondervan · John Stallings © 1976 Heart Warming Music via Kerux Sermon and Illustration Database testimonytrustwitness

From China, Believers Relay Accounts of the Supernatural

Acts 1:8

Christian workers and volunteers are sharing their faith among China's billions and training new believers there for outreach through a wide range of programs.

The growth of the church in China is not the result of hard work and intensive training, but ultimately, as one worker says, "What has happened in China ... is a mighty movement of God's Spirit."

With the growth have come reports of miracles, divine interventions and angelic visitations. There are also reports of demons, demonic possession and the presence of evil. The stories may sound unbelievable to Christians in the West, but they mirror events described in the New Testament.

Some of these stories follow. These are not legends from unknown sources. They are first-person testimonials directly from the people involved in widely varying locations across China. Christian workers from the West either have been participants in the events described or spoken directly to those telling the stories.

-- GOSPEL FACTORY

Daniel* is a Chinese Christian who lived near a factory where some 1,700 people work.

He wanted to share the gospel with them but could not get into the factory. When a team of medical workers came for a medical clinic, Daniel went in with them and witnessed to some 500 factory workers the team treated.

Three hundred of those workers accepted Christ as Savior. A Buddhist woman was healed and threw away her amulets. Daniel challenged the new believers to share their faith with others, and one woman led 20 to faith in Christ the first week.

Daniel and other Chinese Christians say such workers in this and other factories eventually will take the gospel back to their home villages across a wide area.

-- HOLY DRAGON!

A Chinese Christian man says his mother was a strong Christian but because she had no Bible she had gotten some ideas wrong.

For example, she taught the man that God would come as a "Holy Dragon" and take away sickness. She had confused the word "linag," or spirit, with long, or dragon.

The man became convinced he must have a Bible. Once, looking for a Bible, he walked 20 miles to visit an old preacher. The preacher had no Bible and told the man he must ask God for one.

Until then, the man did not realize one could ask God for things like Bibles. He began praying for a Bible.

After 100 days of fasting he had a vision in which he saw an old man pulling a cart filled with bread -- when the man went to eat the bread, it was a Bible. So the man realized there was a Bible somewhere near him.

He began tearing the house apart, looking for a Bible. He awoke his parents, who soon stood in the middle of the room crying, believing their son had gone crazy.

"A knock came at the door. When I opened the door, there was the old man I had seen in my vision. He handed me a package. I unwrapped the package to find the Bible for which I had been praying. I took that Bible as a loaf of bread and began reading morning and night, even by moonlight, as we had neither candles nor kerosene. Knowing neither night nor day I read that precious book," he reports.

"I started from Matthew, reading and memorizing. When I got to Acts, the Holy Spirit began moving in my heart. When I read Acts 1:8, I realized that the 'Holy Dragon' my mother had talked and preached about was the Holy Spirit. So morning til evening I prayed, 'Jesus I need the Holy Spirit.'

"The Holy Spirit came upon me in the midst of my prayer so that I started to sing a song that I had never heard. The whole village heard that song, and they began to sing it with me over the next few days as that song continued to echo within me and from my lips."

Later the man was called to preach. After being imprisoned three times he eventually left China but continues in Christian service.

-- 15 YEARS AGO ...

The American father stood to his feet and turned to face a gathering of Christians. Fifteen years ago at the end of a summer of ministry in a China megacity, he began, "I remember praying with others that God would call out laborers to the harvest in China." He didn't realize then that part of God's answer to his prayer would be bringing him, his wife and his children to live in China to impact others for the kingdom. Today he speaks with a sense of wonderment about God's ongoing answer to that prayer through their lives.

-- A KNOCK AT THE DOOR

Shortly after her arrival in China, Lori sat on the sofa in her modest apartment and stared into space. Numb with sadness, she prayed, "What am I doing here God?"

She had just talked on the telephone to her parents in the States and had heard that her critically ill sister would probably not live out the week.

A tapping on the window interrupted Lori's thoughts. She opened her door to a young Chinese lady who introduced herself as a friend of a friend. Then with little further ado, the visitor said, "I came because I need to ask you what to believe."

Lori felt joy and affirmation well up in her heart as she began to share the love of Jesus, realizing that God had given her a clear, timely and tangible reminder of his purposes for her in China.

-- A MOTHER'S PRAYERS

Growing up in Asia with a Buddhist father and a Christian mother, Annie slept in a bedroom that also doubled as the family idol room. The young Christian was keenly aware of the danger of idol worship and prayed every night for protection from the influence of the evil one.

Many times she heard the prayers of her mother who looked out over the community from a balcony window and interceded for the salvation of her family and friends.

Annie left Asia many years ago. But now she has returned with her husband and their toddlers to share Christ with those who have never heard. Her early childhood exposure to lifeless idols and a faithful mother has given her a passion for sharing the living God.

-- FORGIVEN

Snowflakes were falling lightly as they stood outside their home to videotape the testimony of their friend's daughter who had just accepted Christ. The 22-year-old new Chinese Christian looked into the camera and expressed it as best she could. "This morning I have 100 sins. Now I have zero. Jesus is wonderful."

-- OVERWHELMED

One year ago a young Christian couple felt overwhelmed by the challenge of reaching an ethnic minority group for Christ. Having come all the way to China to reach out to the group, the couple realized they didn't know where to begin. So they asked hungrily for the prayers of others - and God answered.

The couple was joined a short time later by a team of short-term workers. Using English, the volunteers shared Christ with many students on a university campus.

To the amazement of the young couple, one of those who heard about the Lord and received Christ into his heart was from the same ethnic minority group they had committed to reach. So far as they knew, this was the first believer from that group.

Now, only one year later, there are eight known additional believers in that previously unreached people group. The Christian workers are overwhelmed all over again, but this time it is due to God's miraculous working.

-- PARENTS' PRAYERS

Parents of a committed Christian university student were thrilled when they began receiving calls from their son a few years ago asking them to pray that he would have a heart for the nations. As they prayed faithfully according to their son's request, God gave them a double portion. Not only did their son grow in his passion for world evangelism, but they too received a heart for the nations. Now, as their son continues his university studies in the United States, the parents have already begun serving God in China.

-- THE REASON FOR THE SEASON

As one of the few foreigners living in a China city, Lonnie and his family had to field a lot of questions about Christmas last December. This led to special opportunities in being able to redirect interest in the secular aspects of Christmas to the true meaning of the celebration.

When a new Chinese friend asked Lonnie to speak about Christmas at his place of business, Lonnie offered to show a movie about the meaning behind the holiday. So it was that his businessman friend required all 300 of his employees to view the "Jesus" film.

Two persons accepted Christ immediately after the viewing, and others were impacted in many ways as they came to realize that Jesus is central to the celebration.

-- WHAT'S FOR DINNER?

Sometimes all it takes is a home-cooked meal, a video player and the right movie. The Holy Spirit does the rest. A matronly American English teacher has made a lot of friends during her years in China. Her love for the people makes it natural for her to invite students to her apartment to visit over a meal she has prepared.

After clearing the table following one recent meal, she inserted the Jesus film into her video player and disappeared into another room to work while two students -- one Christian and one not yet a believer -- watched the movie.

Reentering the living room a while later, she sensed that something very significant had happened. "I believe in Jesus!" said the young man who had entered her home that evening as a nonbeliever. The hostess and her two guests -- all three of them now Christians -- rejoiced together over the Savior's love. When the two Christian students departed, it was with a promise that they would soon bring more friends to eat a home-cooked meal and watch a movie.

-- 'WHY HAVE YOU COME?'

After much prayer, preparation and travel, the team of overseas visitors had just arrived in a new community. They walked into a restaurant and were greeted by the owner, who looked them straight in the eye and asked, "Why have you come?"

Surprising even himself, the team leader replied forthrightly, "We came to tell you about Jesus."

The Chinese lady responded with excitement, explaining that she had been thinking about her need for God. That afternoon, surrounded by the family and friends, the team showed the Jesus film in her restaurant. With tears streaming down her face, the entrepreneur publicly professed Christ.

-- WAITING SINCE AGE 8

"I always knew it would be like this," the young Chinese lady exclaimed. Ever since she was 8 years old and had picked up a Bible at the side of the road, she had longed to worship with other believers. Over the years, she had read and reread the Word of God that had come into her possession.

But it was only when she overheard a conversation in a Chinese tea shop last year that she met other Christians. She sat down at the table and began asking questions. Foremost on her heart was her desire to worship with other believers.

Happy to facilitate her yearning, they introduced the woman to a small group of believers. As she began experiencing the body of Christ through worship and service, she was strengthened with new understandings and has now returned to her village to tell others about her fellowship with the Savior and his followers.

-- GRANDPARENTS' LEGACY

Her grandparents planted the first gospel seeds in the man's life almost 20 years ago. They were living in China for a short time, serving as English teachers. Through them, their second-grade granddaughter became his pen pal.

Now, as a young woman serving in China, that same granddaughter recently experienced the incomparable joy of participating in his baptism.

"It brought tears to my eyes as I sought to grasp this treasure ... a lifelong friend ... a heritage from my grandparents ... a salvation I have longed to see." As her longtime pen pal emerged from the waters of baptism symbolizing the beginning of his new life, she reflected on the incredible goodness of the Lord and prayed that God would grant him the courage to follow the example of her grandparents by boldly planting the gospel seeds in the lives of others.

-- A NEW FAMILY

Serving Christ is not just about giving up one's homeland and family and friends. It's about gaining more than one could ever hope for. A Christian worker in China, speaking about those with whom she serves, recounts, "We have more than a dozen kids among us, ranging from infants to teenagers. The adults [are] as young as their early 20s. Most are married. Some are single.

The co-workers have "different mother tongues and different complexions. But when we're together, it's like a wonderful family reunion," the woman says. "Not the kind where there are quarrels and squabbles, but the kind where everyone genuinely likes each other and enjoys being together."

Citing Mark 10:29-30, she and her family have begun experiencing on the deepest level the meaning of Jesus' promise that "no one has left house or brothers or sisters or mother or father or children or farms, for my sake and for the gospel's sake, but that he shall receive a hundred times as much in the present age ... and in the age to come."

-- RISING FROM THE ASHES

The Chinese man gingerly approached the literature distribution table. He stood there awkwardly and expressed reluctance to accept the gift package of spiritual materials.

A Christian worker befriended him and then listened to a heartbreaking yet hope-filled story.

During the Cultural Revolution, the man's Christian father had been killed. Shortly thereafter, he had burned all of his father's books.

Thirty years later, while standing in a hotel lobby in Southeast Asia with a heart hungry for the Word of the living God, Christian volunteers lovingly placed a copy of the Bible into the hands of this one who had once lit a fire to try to extinguish God's Word.

-- GOD WAS ALREADY AT WORK

She came all the way to China to serve God just to find out that he was already at work.

"When I went to China to prayerwalk, we had orientation in Hong Kong," she recounts. "During our two hours of free time I went with two others on what was the most crowded subway ride of my life to what is billed as the most densely populated square mile in the world. On one corner a skyscraper was being renovated.

"On the plywood board covering the outside, someone had drawn the gospel story from creation to eternity in heaven. Without a word being spoken, we clearly understood the message. And God's message to me was that I might think I was special, coming all this way to prayerwalk. But he actually was already at work and was just allowing me this opportunity of joining him."

-- THE WATER WARMED

During one icy winter in northern China, house church members were holding an outdoor baptismal service when it began snowing and ice started to form on the water.

There were so many people being baptized that one 90-year-old woman had to wait in the icy water for 30 minutes before it was her turn.

She decided she could not wait any longer and started splashing in the water as she praised God for his forgiveness and new life.

"The Holy Spirit came upon all of the people present," reports a church leader who was there. "It was such a dramatic event that suddenly the water turned warm! Everyone standing in the water testified that God had so heated the water by his power that steam was seen rising up all around the people!"

-- GENTEEL, BUT BLESSED, WOMEN

They gathered in a hotel room on the last morning of their journey and reflected on God's goodness. To an outsider, the genteel women might have seemed an unlikely group to have experienced all that God had prepared for them in China.

Some of them had traveled to difficult rural settings to share with Chinese women believers who had come to them with hearts needing to be touched. Others had cast aside their comfort and fear to enter rooms that were packed wall-to-wall with worshippers meeting in secret.

They had shared tears and hugs with their Chinese sisters, profoundly impacted by the testimony and faith of these new friends. One of the ladies spoke of the "glimpse of heaven" that she had experienced when she heard the Chinese believers sing and pray.

"My spirit was so in agreement even though I couldn't understand the words," she said. Another lady summed it up, "I will never be the same." There was silence and a few tears. Heads nodded in agreement.

-- 3 KEY ANSWERS TO PRAYER

The Christian worker received three answers to three major questions on one day, and he believes it is because of prayer. First he that he would be able to move to a strategic location. Then he heard that another worker would soon be traveling from another country to join him. Later that day he was introduced to local Christian leaders with whom he could minister to reach a city for Christ.

Not every day will be like that, of course. But when Christian workers in China experience those days, they know it has all come through prayer. They know too that prayer will take them through the less eventful days -- even days of discouragement.

-- LOOKING FOR LOST SHEEP

"Stop the bus! My sheep has jumped off the roof," he shouted. The mountain highway bus, packed to overflowing with people and piled with luggage and animals on top, was quickly steered to the side of the road. Everyone got off.

While the children played games, dozens of Chinese adults fanned out throughout the rural China community looking for the lost sheep. A Christian worker who had been riding the bus en route to his unreached people group joined in the search.

But the worker's thoughts were not so much on the missing sheep. He was thinking of the parable of the Good Shepherd. Observing the peasant farmer searching for his one lost sheep, the Christian realized anew the passion that Christ has to seek and save the lost. The worker prayed that in the busyness of his life and ministry, he would never again neglect to "stop the bus" and look for the lost "sheep" around him.

-- THERE'S MORE?

The Ph.D. student arrived at Bible study with an eagerness that could hardly be contained. The Chinese man had only recently heard of Christ and with an open heart had begun to devour the New Testament. His interest could hardly be contained as he joined in the discussion.

Then someone made a reference to the Old Testament.

Waving his newly acquired copy of the New Testament with one hand, he asked, "You mean there is more than this?" This brilliant young Chinese man, having studied for years to achieve educational success, had never imagined all the spiritual riches that were yet to be found.

-- FRUITFUL WITNESS

One year earlier, the evangelist had led a Chinese lady to salvation in Christ during a brief conversation in an Asian tourist destination. The new believer did not share her contact information with the soul-winner, so he assumed he would never know of her spiritual progress.

"The only thing I could do was to pray that the Lord would cut off her connection to ungodly people and surround her with Christians, and that she would continue to grow in the faith," he reflected.

Later, however, he received a phone call from an American lady he had never met. Her message warmed his heart. She was a Bible study teacher calling to tell him that the Chinese lady had now immigrated to the United States and was very active in a Christian church in Georgia. The Bible teacher sensed that the seed sower would want to know of the fruit of his witness.

-- SACRIFICE

A young American mother climbed on a bus with several small children to carry much-needed spiritual materials to another location. At least one of her children was bordering on minor illness, and she herself was laden with luggage.

They were facing five or more hours on a crowded, smoke-filled rickety bus. She knew that they would be surrounded by strangers and would constantly be subjected to stares.

But willingly sacrificing their needs and their comfort, she and her children climbed on that bus to make a long journey so that others could hear of salvation.

-- AWARENESS OF THE DEMONIC

During a 50-day leader training session in China, two workers from the West reported spiritual warfare broke out in their room.

Joe, while in bed, reported he literally had seen a demon and felt it as its black form moved over him. Mack dreamed a demon was trying to suffocate him. He woke up to find himself genuinely out of breath.

That night they prayed and felt better, but for the next three nights Joe had trouble breathing and Mack repeatedly sensed a demonic presence.

Mack said later he had prayed and asked God to give him a discernment of spirits, but this was the first time in his life he actually had sensed demons in the room with him.

Such reports of spiritual warfare are not routine but do occur often as the gospel goes forth in China, workers there report.

-- COMMITTED LEARNERS

They came from all over the northern part of the province. They ranged in age from their early 20s to mid-50s. Many were farmers and some were general laborers. Most had received only the equivalent of an elementary school education.

But they were the leaders of house churches and were hungry to learn. For several days they studied the Word of God from dawn to dusk and beyond. Some were challenged to read the Chinese characters, either because of vision problems or due to their minimal education. Some were shy about sharing in front of the group of 30. Some were initially resistant to a challenge to go forth and train others.

But they had come committed to learning, and at the end of the intensive training time their personal commitments had risen to personally leading 209 people to the Lord, training 142 others to start churches and planting 71 new congregations.

-- 8-YEAR-OLD'S WITNESS

The two patients were in the same hospital. One had chosen to live. One had chosen to die.

The former was an 8-year-old Chinese boy who had suffered a heart attack. While in the hospital, he made the decision to follow Jesus and accept the gift of eternal life. The latter was a young Chinese man who, having failed in a suicide attempt, laid in his hospital bed and told others that he wanted to die.

An enterprising evangelist took the little boy to visit with the suicidal man. "Older brother," the little one said, "why do you want to die? I have a heart problem and the doctors say I cannot live for long. But I met Jesus and know that he loves me. My body hurts every day, but my heart is still happy." Then he sang a simple song of faith.

The despondent young man cried, but could not speak. One week later, at the funeral service of the little boy, the man decided that he too wanted to live. He accepted Christ into his heart and now, having once tried to destroy his own life, he is now leading others to life in Christ.

-- THEN CAME THE HAIL

The American teacher was visiting with a student and his family in a mountain village when the wind began to blow and the thunder started to roll. She stood on the front stoop of the small dwelling and marveled at the power of God as she watched a brilliant display of lightning. When the rain began, she went inside.

Then came the hail which seemed to last forever. The teacher sat silently and prayed for the family.

Eventually the storm subsided, and they all ate supper by candlelight. Early the next morning, they ventured outside to survey the damage which they assumed would be considerable. To their amazement, their crops had survived unscathed. All around them stalks of wheat were bowed and broken, and vegetables were beaten and splattered. But God had miraculously protected the crops at that home. Her student asked her why, and she was able to point to prayer and the power of Almighty God.

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